If you've read a good chunk of my posts, you'd see I mention "my fiance" this, "my fiance" that. So yes, I'm totally with someone. He's the only friend I really have nowadays, the person I'm constantly talking to, and the one who takes care of me financially and emotionally. His impact to my existence cannot be understated. We do everything together. It's such a given that I forget about extraneous factors that others bring up about our differences. We feel as one. Our minds are synchronized in ways that feel natural to me now, but looking at it from a distance, seems... so odd.
This isn't something I'm saying to be overly sappy or sentimental either. It is undeniable fact. This relationship is mutually beneficial and very symbiotic. I am thankful that he allows me to benefit from his kindness, so that I don't have to work (which is very stressful to me) or deal as much with my horrid family. He truly has rescued me from a life of misery. In case you think this sounds kind of cold and mechanical though, I'll add something more stereotypically sappy: He is the only one who can make me laugh on a consistent basis. My default nature is neurosis, so it is quite difficult and takes a certain hand and comedy to get me to laugh as much as he does. Or even at all in most cases. Further, his logic allows me to make sense of this chaotic existence. His words are what my mind feels, but cannot formulate properly. He is quite rational and intelligent, and I consult him on most matters. He is like a mentor to me as well.
This is the reason I mention him so much. Because of how intertwined we are, and how much of everything we do together.
