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I haven't looked into it at all since the initial trailers so I can't really comment on it, haha. I do like the idea of no load zones though. Always worried I'll lose carves because of a monster dying in one... Once I lost carves of a Brachydios in MH3U but it was because it fell out of the accessible part of the map rather than going into a load zone... @_@

I think Capcom will have to sooner or later realise that hey, the Switch is doing really darn well they probably should try to capitalise on it with Monster Hunter. :V Heard it's not on Switch because of Sony demanding exclusivity/doing things in secret with the game rights which makes sense business wise but is also hella skeevy imo. Idk how true that is though.

Well, hey, there is nothing wrong with feeling overwhelmed by it some times. Not everything is black or white, and having a family you can care about and back can be both a blessing and a chore. From someone who has only a mom, a half-dad and an annoying aunt (who prooooobably is mentally ill), family is not something I've ever been too knowledgeable about. Wallowing for a bit is okay, but you're right: always try to look at the good side.

And I'm glad you got a therapist! Like, really glad. A professional is great and I'm sure it's going to help you greatly when you are feeling worse.

Well, take the chance while you can, haha! I don't have Splatoon (sadface), just the soundtrack because it's absurdly good, but yeah. I do have Mario Kart and... a half-dozen games I'm trying to play through as I can (Yooka-Laylee, Xenoblade 2 and a handful of indies). Oh, and ultra pogaymonz. I'd happily add the multiplayer though in case the chance arises.

Also Odyssey is a masterpiece and I'm CRYING just know from replaying the ending songs after you wrote that and I'd call it the best shit ever if Zelda hadn't happened that game is sooooooo gooooood I'd run out of o's to describe it.

Also I'm going to rant a bit too: I'm glad I have games to play (and books to read and all) because if I'm too... free of things to do I start going in circles about P and it really sucks a lot. It's going to take a while to process all those feelings- not that it'd be new for you, but I need people to rant to and sometimes it feels like Geoff is the only human available for me so when it happens at night, I end up feeling pretty shitty.

At first I thought aerial + IG wouldn't be worthwhile but dang is it fun. Pole vaulting all over the maps :V

Haha, impressive. I'm probably pretty rusty now. :V Wish we'll get a new MH on the Switch given the way Worlds went. =/ Not buying a PS4 for one game and I like portability with MH tbh.

I still go with Longsword and Insect Glaive as my main weapons.

I haven't played that many Mario games tbh - mainstream ones anyway. Played some of the Mario & Luigi and a lot of the Paper Mario titles which I quite enjoy. Of the main ones though hardly any! Do need to go back and play the super-cheap copy of Super Mario Galaxy 2 I got on the Wii U though.

don't forget that real friendships are those who are willing to share the pain and turmoil that you're going through. even if they're miles away.

something to think about.

Jeez you've played more of MH Gen than me then. =p

Odyssey is pretty fun! Got a lot more to play of it but certainly an impressive and fun game.

ok i apologize for being nosy but

you really have been going through a lot huh

I haven't recently I'm afraid. Playing Mario Odyssey and Ultra Moon atm. Haven't had much time for gaming until recently so got to catch up! But if you have spare time over the next week or so I could be persuaded to boot it up. :B

Well, I stalked your VMs because that certainly is a thing I do and sheesh, it certainly sounds stressful like hell. Damn, I feel I barely have time for myself and yet I manage to have 8 hours of sleep and 3:30-ish hours for myself each day so having to care about multiple people on top of work and uni would certainly burn anyone out. I do hope you aren't... having urges to do anything bad. I do understand your need to isolate because being required by someone or something 24/7 is really draining, but you should try to sneak some time a day -even if it's only 30 minutes- to do something you do like :x For your health, mostly.

Anyway, I'm sorry life is strangling you but really, you shouldn't feel bad about it. It's how things turned out and there isn't much you can't do either way. If you let those two ladies alone, I doubt you'd forgive yourself (and I'm talking about both of you) and you can't just drop everything else to focus on them alone. Sometimes life really is overwhelming. I do hope Nick is pulling his weight too and taking his share of everything.

I'd end this with a "take care, please" but honestly I feel even bad saying it, considering the circumstances. I do hope you can find a reasonable way to get that weight off and... be back to yourself, because the last thing you need is feeling worse for not being there for people. Though I agree that... you'd do better with an outside presence snapping you out of it every now and then :x You know I'd certainly love it.

First things first, I don't stalk profiles, I just message people myself as I don't like when people read my VM's, treat others how you want to be treated. Second, as always, you have no idea how much I missed you. as always because I'm an idiot that gets too attached to people

I can imagine... I'm very sorry to hear because that does sound rough. She's pretty much draining you, even if she's a good person, she's ill. There's not much you can really do or even blame her for, I'm sure you're way better than me at this, but any little amount of time that you can put into your favorite activities helps. For two years, I went to a double shift school which left me without much time for myself, that made me realize that even if I did something I liked for 30 minutes, it was enough to make my mood better for the day. You'll get through this, I know you're strong. If it counts, you're always free to message me if something is stuck in your head and you need to take it out, whatever I can do to help, I'll do. :)

Myself? but my life is boring and sad, haha. In all honesty this last couple of months has been quite mixed for me, some stuff went alright as I did alright in a uni subject, but fucked up another one... Which was actually quite important, so now I have to re-take that class, once again (it's maths.) So I'm limited to the amount of subjects I can take in 2018, once more. In a few words maths is a subject from the introduction course, if I don't pass it, I can't take more than a single subject on the career, so that has me quite upset really. At least I passed music history, it's something I guess. I'm learning music theory with my guitar teacher, it's quite hard, even if I do need it seriously, haha. I do need a job too, however most jobs here are full shifts and that makes studying borderline impossible for me... I need the money so it's not that I have much of a choice, so that's bothering me too, it's like I have to give up on my studies almost, this career isn't reading and calling it a day, you need to put time into stuff.

Otherwise the usual happiness because it's christmas and I love this time of the year, even if it's fucking summer for me. I want to move up north one day, if only!

Stay strong, Jo! ♥

Oh, you're alive again :P

Hey, hey, we kinda all have had bad times lately -P politely slammed a door on my face a couple months ago- and in these kind of times I pretty much wanted company and there weren't many... close friends I do have to share my emotions with. In a way, when I'm in that kind of mood, I'd rather share it with someone than... isolate myself, but to each one their own, I suppose. Even if there isn't much I can do about your problems -which seem to be worse than 'mere' heartbreak-, I'm always willing to listen, and I believe than it helps more than burying yourself in your own pain.

Anyway, don't smack yourself over it. Sometimes life really is overwhelming and all of us have respones ingrained in our brains depending on our past experiences and such. Just know that I'd rather talk to you about your problems than not talk to you at all.

Well, that sounds like a terrible combination. So terrible that all the people I care about end up having urges to isolate themselves, but oh well :( Hope you hang in at least, tough times happen sometimes.

I even texted you after a month of you being gone :( Everything okay?

i miss you. ._.

Miss you

Its been a long time, eh? I miss talking to you, Jo.
Sorry I missed your birthday. Just terribly busy with life in general these days. My best wishes are always with you, though. :)

hope you had a great bday <33

Happy belated birthday!