Still pushing yourself, I see. Well, this time I won't offer any "advice" or anything of the sort, because that's not going to do anything, actually I want to say that what you're doing is incredible. Pokemon Fallout and Pokemon Trainer's Academy take an incredible amount of maintenance, and not to mention the untold amount of RPs that you partake in outside of PC; hell, I can think of a good many companies that would kill to have someone so dedicated...but is this your hobby or your job? That's not meant to be sarcastic or mean, it's serious. I'm not sure if your addicted or you feel so obligated that you can't keep away or...it's really none of my business. Truly and honestly, its not, but I fear that you won't be able to break free of roleplaying on your own. I know that you don't want to stop, but at least a month and ideally a year may do wonders.
Still, I know that's not possible, you have far too much obligation to the large list of apprentices you took on and the commitments you have to all the RPs and RPers you interact with. So much obligation that it could fill up several small houses, and I understand that, but I truly wonder if you worry about Marin. Not Yellow or any other internet name, but Marin herself. Does she get the care she deserves? Is she emotionally and mentally okay? Does Marin have fun doing any of this? Does she get any sort of gratification out of it. These methods of trying to heal yourself will not succeed if you continue to RP as you do, and I am one hundred percent sure of that. I'm not trying to give you any advice, nor do I actually want you to respond, but I don't enjoy watching you destroy yourself, even if it is "none of my business", and I'm sure those close to you don't, either.
