Thanks, it means a lot. (and now to respond to your questions)
Your telling me, T_T
And adult hood, I normally would say at a birthday: "Strange, I don't feel any different," but I actually do feel different. I'm having this bleak notion that fun time is over, and that I have real issues on my hands. Its not that I haven't had issues or problems before, but now I actually have the power to do something about them.
I have done a lot of musing today about that very subject; it has inspired me to take a second look at my fist and failed Fic. I am thinking that if I keep some of the major plot twists, and change the beginning, and scrap everything I have written down and just have the end, an idea how I want to get there, and then go from there. Writing and coming up with ideas as I go along. I might actually keep myself interested in the story.