Digi and you = Tohuou obsessed :[
Also, read my story, everyone, it helped me get over upset'd-ness!
[jq]"The fantasy turned into an illusion. The dream turned into nightmare." She uttered the words quietly, whilst reflecting upon her journey of self discovery. She faded away into the darkness, trapped by her fear of never becoming normal. She, like many others, was hidden in a non-existant world believing her false hopes as she slipped into non-existance.
I recall the day, the beginning of the future." Her last day on earth began for her one day in July. She did not realise at the time but she was absorbed in the belief of another non-existant fate, one of which had no grounding to begin with. She almost foretold it, but didn't quite accept how likely it was. She was stuck in the realm of another dream that faded away a little while ago. She gave up that option, it was long gone. Her beliefs, needs.. all of that left her for nearly a month until she regained those throughts or so she thought. She was viewing this opportunity as invisible up until now... it soon faded as soon as she wished for it. Not long after, she followed the same false hope of the previous fate except this time she had a chance to make a difference. Like the other opportunities, it disappeared so easily. Back into a world in which she had nothing to have true determination for. The knowledge and mindset had allowed another thought to enter her mind. This remained for a long time, but like every other chance it dissolved as if she had no control.
Stuck in self pity, she pitted many forces against each other, hoping to cure the fear and the belonging that there should be something inside of her. Now a few months after each journey, she realises sacrifices were made for the ones in which deserve said opportunities even more than her.
She faded back into the world in which her desires might appear in the future one day.[/jq]