(Some of these lines in my previous Dear Anonymous, but today I learned a few important details.)
Dear Anonymous (directed at the same person as before):
Although we barely know each other, you mean a lot to me. I like you quite a lot. I honestly haven't felt his way about a girl before. Sure, I've had girlfriends in the past, and I've had crushes on them, but the feelings I had back then weren't nearly as powerful as they are now.
I wish you weren't so uneasy whenever I say hello to you or start a conversation. You give the impression that you're uninterested, and it hurts. I wish things were the way they were back in September, when I first saw your beautiful face in English class, and when I introduced myself to you in the school's auditorium. You seemed happy to meet me and chat for a bit. But now, everything I do is in vain, and I'm seriously about to go insane.
My behavior may have played a part of it. I realize I can be kind of a cocky and arrogant guy, but this is just because I'm pretty self-conscious. I have a lot of friends, yet I don't feel like I fit their standards. To compensate for this, I talk about myself too much and try to crack more jokes than I need to. I'm not a funny guy, and I know you enjoy humor. I feel like everything I do merely annoys you, yet I can't help it. I'm recovering, but it'll take time. I made too many mistakes, and I want to fix them, for your sake.
Anyway, on to the point. One of my friends told me today during rowing practice that you were upset about something, and that you were going through rough times. He also mentioned that you might have to leave the team. I asked him what was up, and he changed the subject. I realize it's none of my business, but I can't get this feeling of unease out of my mind. If you're hurt, I want to help you through this in the best way possible.
Because of this little gap we have, I can't approach you and ask what's bothering you. I'd probably get slammed down if I did, but at least you'd know I care.
I need you. There's just no other girl in school that I'd want to have. Believe me, I've tried to find someone new, and it always led me back to you.
Just for once, talk to me. Maybe we can work things out. I want to help you with whatever is on your mind.