DA~
I swear I'm not ignoring you. Failbook chat is a fail. This is why you should keep messengers around. Because the only way I'd ignore you is......I wouldn't XD ever. So stop thinking it. Life is way too happy right now. And I'm pretty sure you're the reason why. I wish I could see you irl again, but I have no clue where that's at that you are now. Haaaaa......I've got the worst sense of direction ever. Better yet why not just live with me? Although that might noooot sit well with the fiance. And his axe is meaner than anything you got. lol
Man I just can't stop smiling!
Really ever since you've been here I've been superly jolly lol. I would marry you in a new york minute! >//w//< Cross my heart. I love your fuzzy wuzzy green head. And the werid faces you make on skypecam to me at random intervals during a serious conversation. And your ability to fall asleep mid-convo and pick it up instantly right after you wake up xD. And also your ability to say brb i have to take a pee, stay gone for 30 odd minutes and return like that's normal. And how you get yourself banned from places for being the ass that you are XD And how your UTAU sounds like Josh Groban trying to hide a Cockney accent. You're PERFECT~
I could probably never say all of this to your face. I'm shy around you kinda of xD. But I have literally stared at you on cam (and pics but the live version is better) so much and studied you I know every detail of your face XDDD And you thought YOU were freaky. But yeah you call me crazy but truth is, I'm just crazy for you <3
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lol I love PC because of you. We should really duet together. You're so cool and I love the way you sing. I only often get to duet with men because......girls tend to hate me (for no reason~), but most of the songs I want to duet to are girl songs. Actually now that I think about it, I'm going to have one of the guys duet a girly song. Maybe Sexy Boy by HAM or something. THAT would be something to hear.
Also I love your hair. But then again I looove short hair. Especially short in the back. owo YOU SHOULD GET A MOHAWK
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DA~
I'm not emotionless or insensitive, I just really honestly do feel happy all the time. I try to write out my negative emotions that I can't get across irl (they're there, but I don't feel them outwardly, that's why i write.......) but you keep asking me how can I be so happy when things are going so wrong. I'm trying to be sad and stuff, it just isn't me......... D:
I guess that's why you know me by what you heard them call me in college. Sparkles~ I'm sorry my happiness seems to bother you though. I REALLY don't try to.
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Arthritis? Oh noooo, I'll pray for you. You don't have to keep typing to me if it hurts. I guess thats another testament to how much you love me. <3 But seriously, think about yourself lol. Get well soon.
And don't forget to bring Jenny (you raincoat killer you) on your next little trip over here. Yesssh we will have much fun being the widow makers from Meadows Crossing.
BTW, Gentlepunk is half my brainchild. CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DUE HOMIE
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DAs~
I don't want to see you. Please stop coming over. Seriously, you all are the only people in my life that cause me misery. Tonight was literally 3 hours of torture in purest form.
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Man, I miss you. A loooot. You were my little love object of obsession, even if you did eat my food when you came over back when, and left me with nothing (would have been easier now because I don't eat anything XD ). Burying you was one of the worst things I ever had to do in my life. I don't care **** all what people think about me writing to the dead. I feel like you can hear and that's enough for me.
You know who says she's sorry about what happened to you. I think she's sorry for the way she treated you during her little fits of rage too. You know she's on meds for her emotion problems........
BTW how is heaven? Save me a mansion right next to yours (I'm not living in the same one with you, and you KNOW why that is XD ). If i find you flirting with any of the angels up there you've got a hard thing coming when I die. I'll be sure to take my grandma cane (if I live old enough to need one) and give you a few good whacks. Soooo yeah. You have been warned. (and please tell God He must build a TGI Friday's in Heaven for it to be perfect) BTW thanks for having such awesome hair. We looked good going out together and now when I go out people compliment my hair and all that jazz still. So thanks. woowoo I love you. Keep resting in peace.