Death!?

I'm not afraid of dying. I'm just afraid of a loved one dying, when my friend died I got this phobia of loosing more. Now I'm trying to be as most protective of them as I can.

And about suicide... yes, I thought about it. And yes, I considered it. And yes, I did stuff to try it, but after so many failed attempts. It made me realize its not worth it if its gonna hurt the ones who love me. But that doesn't mean I'm not suicidal =P I wish I died, but I'm just not willing to do it myself. =/

*dies*
 
I'm miserable all the time, but I seriously doubt I've ever wanted to die from it...I have no friends, no one loves me, and the world just seems so dark and bleak, but I would never kill myself over it...I've almost been driven to think on it in my darkest hours, but I would never, ever do such a thing. In general I fear death in the sense that I enjoy some things on earth...I suppose life is worth living for me for now although my future is pretty hopeless, but at times I'm almost overcome. I don't fear the aftereffects of death because I'm a Christian (and yes, there are depressed Christians), but I suppose the process itself is more frightening than anything else.
 
._. Jeez, while reading through this topic and formulating my reply - I realized just how insulting and controversial my opinion on death would really be (judging from the replies so far). So obviously, I'm keeping most of it to myself. oO;;

Anyway, I'm not afraid of death itself. I know it will happen one day and I accept that as part of scientific nature. I do fear for all my family and friends, though. That's really the overwhelming part. I mean, I'm not trying to sound cocky or anything, but I know a lot of people really look up to me. A few of my friends copy me or some of my actions because I'm such an influence on them. For me to just suddenly... not be there anymore.... I know if the situation were reversed, I would be beyond devastated. x_o; Not to mention everything I would miss out on and whatnot... but that's mostly just if I were to die at a young age.

:\ Oh, and for the record, I'd want to die quickly and preferably not of an illness. <<;
 
I've thought about death, and I'm not afraid of it. I don't really care when I die; I believe that I am going to heaven, and since that is a much better place than earth, I have no problem with it. But, it's not like I'm going to go out and kill myself now. I've never thought of or attempted suicide. It's not the right way out of your problems.

The only thing that I really don't like about death... is if you have to go through someone else dying. It would just be so hard. I'm very close to my family, and I couldn't imagine one of them dying now. But, I know that it happens, and so I'm trying to prepare myself for it one day.

Oh, and I definately want to die peacefully in my sleep.
 
After 13 years of living. Death aint scary at all. I've thought about suicide. I never want to resort to it because i dont want to end up in ****.

Thing is you just cant live life scared. If its your time to go, so be it. But u still gotta be aware of harm & stuff.
 
Honestly, I'm afraid of death. Even though I know it will happen to everyone, I just can't get over the fact that I'll lose all my loved ones. I just can't stand the sight of seeing anyone in my family or my friends in pain. Guess that's why in funerals I always stand outside the crowd, trying hard not to cry, because I'm afraid I won't stop crying if I started. Especially since I haven't cried since I was 8.

Oh, Sorry I've been babbling.

Anyway, I won't certainly try or think of killing myself. Kayleigh is right, it's not the right way to solve your problems.
 
Ya I does. But not the egyptian garbage where ya gotta cross a river to live forever..XD
 
About the suicide question:
I don't think I've ever tried killed myself, nor would I want to. There's so much to look for and explore, you see.

But what is my opinion on death itself? I hear that skinny guy is actually quite funny, its too bad he can't really getting along with anyone.. alive XD.
Ok, sorry I just had to say that *cough*

Anyway, death is something we will all share eventually ...unless you're one of those weird researchers that try to live forever after taking over the world or something.. But that's beside the point, point is we don't know what becomes of us or if it even hurts when we die, it is one of those great mysteries you know. Do you really want to know right now? I think not.

Ah, I think I'll save my keyboard from more typing as the others have also explained death pretty well already. I shall now leave you to kill more time... while time slowly kills you.
*I love that quote* =P
 
I've thought about suiciding over trivial matters before. But, of course, I wasn't really serious about it... if not I wouldn't be here, I suppose. Actually, sometimes I wonder, if I died, and there was no heaven, and I just lay there and nothing happens. That's a little scary...
 
Lightning said:
._. Jeez, while reading through this topic and formulating my reply - I realized just how insulting and controversial my opinion on death would really be (judging from the replies so far). So obviously, I'm keeping most of it to myself. oO;;

Anyway, I'm not afraid of death itself. I know it will happen one day and I accept that as part of scientific nature. I do fear for all my family and friends, though. That's really the overwhelming part. I mean, I'm not trying to sound cocky or anything, but I know a lot of people really look up to me. A few of my friends copy me or some of my actions because I'm such an influence on them. For me to just suddenly... not be there anymore.... I know if the situation were reversed, I would be beyond devastated. x_o; Not to mention everything I would miss out on and whatnot... but that's mostly just if I were to die at a young age.

:\ Oh, and for the record, I'd want to die quickly and preferably not of an illness. <<;
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Very good point. *nods* I have little cousins and I can't bear the thought of them having to hear from their parents something like, "Sorry kid, your stupid butthead of a cousin killed herself", and then they'd end up hating me for leaving them @@;

Suicide is extremely tempting for me, but everytime I think about it, I start to think instead of meh cousins. And I don't want for them either to cry or anything, it'd be so selfish of me to do that. >_<;

Dying of an illness is too depressing, and one has to wait till their time is up. X_x;; I rather be run over nice and quickly, or get stabbed on the head and die a quick and pointless death. That's the death for meh =P

*dies*
 
Ooh, stabbed on the head? >_< That's too scary for me! I think I would be most afraid of dying slowly, or being out in the ocean and drowning, or being attacked by a huge shark. (I am so freaked out by sharks! o_o They, themselves, are okay, I just don't like the thought of being attacked by one or swimming with them.) I would also hate to be shot, or die in any sort of creepy way. Like, say, a murderer came and attacked everyone or something.

Anyways... I won't get into that. ._.;
 
Kayleigh said:
Ooh, stabbed on the head? >_< That's too scary for me! I think I would be most afraid of dying slowly, or being out in the ocean and drowning, or being attacked by a huge shark. (I am so freaked out by sharks! o_o They, themselves, are okay, I just don't like the thought of being attacked by one or swimming with them.) I would also hate to be shot, or die in any sort of creepy way. Like, say, a murderer came and attacked everyone or something.

Anyways... I won't get into that. ._.;
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I've planned my deaths! Either attack a scratch and sniff sticker at the bottom of a pool. ^_^.... Dont mind me.
 
I wouldn?t mind an illness that much. If I knew I was going to die soon, I?d rather sort through affairs and such beforehand. Even if I lost my ability to walk, as long as I could see people I wouldn?t mind. Sure, family and friends may hate to see me that way? but I?d hate for them to just come and find me dead in my sleep for what seems to be no reason.
 
Kairi said:
I wouldn?t mind an illness that much. If I knew I was going to die soon, I?d rather sort through affairs and such beforehand. Even if I lost my ability to walk, as long as I could see people I wouldn?t mind. Sure, family and friends may hate to see me that way? but I?d hate for them to just come and find me dead in my sleep for what seems to be no reason.
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If you don't know how you should try my scratch and sniff technique XD.... Never Mind Kairi, your going to be "World's Oldest Woman."
 
Dizzy said:
If you don't know how you should try my scratch and sniff technique XD.... Never Mind Kairi, your going to be "World's Oldest Woman."
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Nah the world`s oldest woman is like 150 now days.. But back in BC Times the world`s oldest woman was like 900 years old o_O
 
That's what it said in the Gaian texts. They said that the Chaos Priestess Della lived to be well over 500 years, but it had to be a hoax, seeing people didnt even reach 50 years of Age.
 
Well Moses *That 10 Comandment Guy* Lived to be 967 Years old.
 
Thats 969 Jess.. I went to bible study before, It was 969 ^_^.
 
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