EMOTION Round 3

Nah said:
A lot of anger and hate and frustration really

People still don't get it. Still continue to insist that all the things and people that have failed to protect us time and time again are still worth having faith in. Still continue to blame all the wrong people. Still think that we have to accept all the death and suffering that is going to come as if there already hasn't been far more than should've ever been acceptable and there is no other way. Still won't understand what is needed to be done. Still probably won't learn.
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I am sorry to hear that, Nah.
*Hug*
 
Very concerned

My mother came back from the doctor, and a dark spot was found by her toe that they think could be melanoma. I pray to God that it is not. Won't know until results from the dermatologist are received. 😟
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Very concerned

My mother came back from the doctor, and a dark spot was found by her toe that they think could be melanoma. I pray to God that it is not. Won't know until results from the dermatologist are received. 😟
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That's horrible... I hope everything's okay with your mom Milotic...
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Very concerned

My mother came back from the doctor, and a dark spot was found by her toe that they think could be melanoma. I pray to God that it is not. Won't know until results from the dermatologist are received. 😟
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I am sorry to hear that, VisionofMilotic... I pray for your mother to be fine, and for both of you to be and feel well as soon as possible/
*Hug*
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Very concerned

My mother came back from the doctor, and a dark spot was found by her toe that they think could be melanoma. I pray to God that it is not. Won't know until results from the dermatologist are received. 😟
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very sorry to hear.... praying that she'll be fine 🫂
 
Felt let down - by myself. Going to Nara's fire festival yesterday was wonderful, but maybe going to a hyper social event with thousands of people on my lonesome wasn't such a hot idea. My social life has improved in leaps and bounds in the past year and solo travelling is starting to lose its touch.
 
Megan said:
Annoyed

My "I hate being alive" thing (which, to be fair, is part of my default state) is right now extra prevalent. <_<
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I'm super relating with this lately for the past few months. I can't say for myself but I hope you are able to climb out of this hellhole eventually. <3

As for me, I don't know. Not enjoying life at all. I don't get out of my dorm room, my roommate is out 99% of the time, have anyone to hang out with lately, I don't have friends in class because my God people are so closed off it's near impossible to connect with anyone. I feel sick staying in this room all day but also at the same time, I do not feel motivated to go out anywhere. People in uni go out partying with their friends and drinking and going crazy and posting Instagram stories, and I'm the one who just scrolls through stories of people enjoying their lives.

What happened? Where did I go wrong? I don't know.

I just feel I can picture the next 50 years of my life like this. Games used to be a valid escape from all this, but I don't have friends to play with(I have tried). And I don't even feel like playing single-player games now. I recently got myself to complete Chants of Sennaar and THAT felt like a struggle.

I don't know what to do, and I just feel like an absolute waste of a human being.
 
Crustan said:
I'm super relating with this lately for the past few months. I can't say for myself but I hope you are able to climb out of this hellhole eventually. <3

As for me, I don't know. Not enjoying life at all. I don't get out of my dorm room, my roommate is out 99% of the time, have anyone to hang out with lately, I don't have friends in class because my God people are so closed off it's near impossible to connect with anyone. I feel sick staying in this room all day but also at the same time, I do not feel motivated to go out anywhere. People in uni go out partying with their friends and drinking and going crazy and posting Instagram stories, and I'm the one who just scrolls through stories of people enjoying their lives.

What happened? Where did I go wrong? I don't know.

I just feel I can picture the next 50 years of my life like this. Games used to be a valid escape from all this, but I don't have friends to play with(I have tried). And I don't even feel like playing single-player games now. I recently got myself to complete Chants of Sennaar and THAT felt like a struggle.

I don't know what to do, and I just feel like an absolute waste of a human being.
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1. You are in no way a waste of a human being.

2. What kind of games do you like to play? Maybe if you're up for online stuff you could find people here who'd play with you. I know I have.
 
Megan said:
*Ping*
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Crustan said:
*Ping*
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I am sorry to hear you both feel like this. Best wishes for you two to feel better soon.

And Crustan, you are indeed not a waste, far from it, but one of the friendliest members of PokéCommunity!
I haven't RL friends myself, and have no interest in social media. While I do miss the friends I used to have, I am also of the solitary kind, in my room, reading books, playing games' solo modes, ...

But I am here if you want to chat!
 
Megan said:
Annoyed

My "I hate being alive" thing (which, to be fair, is part of my default state) is right now extra prevalent. <_<
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Crustan said:
I'm super relating with this lately for the past few months. I can't say for myself but I hope you are able to climb out of this hellhole eventually. <3

As for me, I don't know. Not enjoying life at all. I don't get out of my dorm room, my roommate is out 99% of the time, have anyone to hang out with lately, I don't have friends in class because my God people are so closed off it's near impossible to connect with anyone. I feel sick staying in this room all day but also at the same time, I do not feel motivated to go out anywhere. People in uni go out partying with their friends and drinking and going crazy and posting Instagram stories, and I'm the one who just scrolls through stories of people enjoying their lives.

What happened? Where did I go wrong? I don't know.

I just feel I can picture the next 50 years of my life like this. Games used to be a valid escape from all this, but I don't have friends to play with(I have tried). And I don't even feel like playing single-player games now. I recently got myself to complete Chants of Sennaar and THAT felt like a struggle.

I don't know what to do, and I just feel like an absolute waste of a human being.
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Hugs for both of yall <3

I have every hope in the world that you guys will be able to finally overcome this in the future, i am 100% praying and cheering for you guys🌟
 
Fact Checking Gardevoir said:
I am sorry to hear you both feel like this. Best wishes for you two to feel better soon.

And Crustan, you are indeed not a waste, far from it, but one of the friendliest members of PokéCommunity!
I haven't RL friends myself, and have no interest in social media. While I do miss the friends I used to have, I am also of the solitary kind, in my room, reading books, playing games' solo modes, ...

But I am here if you want to chat!
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I am solitary too. But I just... I can't enjoy life anymore.
 
Crustan said:
I'm super relating with this lately for the past few months. I can't say for myself but I hope you are able to climb out of this hellhole eventually. <3

As for me, I don't know. Not enjoying life at all. I don't get out of my dorm room, my roommate is out 99% of the time, have anyone to hang out with lately, I don't have friends in class because my God people are so closed off it's near impossible to connect with anyone. I feel sick staying in this room all day but also at the same time, I do not feel motivated to go out anywhere. People in uni go out partying with their friends and drinking and going crazy and posting Instagram stories, and I'm the one who just scrolls through stories of people enjoying their lives.

What happened? Where did I go wrong? I don't know.

I just feel I can picture the next 50 years of my life like this. Games used to be a valid escape from all this, but I don't have friends to play with(I have tried). And I don't even feel like playing single-player games now. I recently got myself to complete Chants of Sennaar and THAT felt like a struggle.

I don't know what to do, and I just feel like an absolute waste of a human being.
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sounds like a change of tact and scenery is needed - you've rooted yourself into the mindset/rut that nothing is worth probably 'cause you've been sat in this situation for so long. You mention people being closed off but yet lots of people going out. Have you reached out to any of them at all? Joined any of said outings?

If that doesn't seem to be working or seem feasible, do you/have you engaged in online spaces at all? If not, it might be worth taking the plunge and seeing what is out there to help scratch that itch for socialising.

Otherwise, maybe try to redirect that energy into something like a new hobby or even new way of doing the things you already are. Not to shoehorn in stuff from here specifically, but an example might be our Game-Along we do in the Video Games section. It's just playing games but with a theme/twist. Heck, a lot of games I've revisited and had a nice refreshing moment playing by doing things like challenge runs, randomisers and archipelagos.

It seems a bit like right now your situation is a tough mountain to climb and you're viewing it as such - try to break it down into smaller steps/points of progression.

I guess a TLDR is: try to do something, however small, to break the routine/cycle you are in right now. That's the biggest cause of everything going on.
An actual response to the thread - just kinda tired tbh!!!! Exhausted even!
 
Arcaneum said:
sounds like a change of tact and scenery is needed - you've rooted yourself into the mindset/rut that nothing is worth probably 'cause you've been sat in this situation for so long. You mention people being closed off but yet lots of people going out. Have you reached out to any of them at all? Joined any of said outings?

If that doesn't seem to be working or seem feasible, do you/have you engaged in online spaces at all? If not, it might be worth taking the plunge and seeing what is out there to help scratch that itch for socialising.

Otherwise, maybe try to redirect that energy into something like a new hobby or even new way of doing the things you already are. Not to shoehorn in stuff from here specifically, but an example might be our Game-Along we do in the Video Games section. It's just playing games but with a theme/twist. Heck, a lot of games I've revisited and had a nice refreshing moment playing by doing things like challenge runs, randomisers and archipelagos.

It seems a bit like right now your situation is a tough mountain to climb and you're viewing it as such - try to break it down into smaller steps/points of progression.

I guess a TLDR is: try to do something, however small, to break the routine/cycle you are in right now. That's the biggest cause of everything going on.
An actual response to the thread - just kinda tired tbh!!!! Exhausted even!
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I try talking to classmates and for some reason no matter what I do it seems the conversation drifts off.

As for hobbies, I lately am trying to get into some new hobbies like gamedev in Godot and stuff, but the issue is my day is pretty much divided into 2, doing classes and then doing assignments for said classes + studying.

I think trying to break out of the routine in little steps is a good advice though TBH, just don't know where to start from haha

Thanks, I really appreciate the advice. <3
 
PoryKid575 said:
Mainly just tired, I've been very busy recently and it seems like just when I catch up on one aspect of my life; some other wacky new thing pops up that causes me to fall behind on something else.
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Sorry you're getting buried by life at the moment PK. I hope you're able to get ahead of whatever new issue's cropped up for you now. And I also hope you're able to get some rest.
 
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