How Do You Feel At the Moment?

[Pokemaster10000]

Oh I know why I was crying, I have no doubt about that *~*;; But I tend to cry for no reason too sometimes, mostly on holidays thoughX,x Tears of joy gone overboard maybe *~*::?
It's cloudy here too. But I like it, it means it might rain, and I love running around in the rain ^_^
Lol, maybe you should try it, clouds might not depress you as much if you learn to have fun when they're around ^_-

I doubt those were tears of joy. Maybe you feel sad during the holidays because you miss school. XD...j/k

I tried playing basketball in the rain.
Well...it didn't turn out pretty. :P
*flashbacks himself all muddy with a basketball* XD
...Not pretty at all. :P

 

[Teara]

I doubt those were tears of joy. Maybe you feel sad during the holidays because you miss school. XD...j/k

I tried playing basketball in the rain.
Well...it didn't turn out pretty.
*flashbacks himself all muddy with a basketball* XD
...Not pretty at all.

Oh yes, I'm sure I just missed Mrs.Smith's rotten egg smelling room and teachers yelling at me. It's all so clear nowXD I don't know, must be one of those "teenage things" 8{ Everything somebody said something to me I had to run to my room *~*

Aww, what's wrong with a little mud everyonce in a while? I play vollyball in the rain all the time, I think it's fun ^o^ (when the creepy neighbor dude isn't watching) ...as long as I can take a shower right after I mean *~*;;

 

[22sa]

Yeah, but it's just thundering right now X~x Hurry up rain!
But, actually...I'm confused about whether I'm confused or not *~*;; I know why I was upset last night but I don't know why I blame myself. I know it's not my falt but I'm still mad at myself for everything.

But I'll just stop now, I don't like being deppresing...especially when I tell other people not to be depressed....nooo! How hypocritical of me...I'm sorry to anyone that read that ;.;

Hmm... I know I would feel pretty weird if I were to talk depressing for long enough too, but we're human. Hypocrisy between people is inevitable sometimes.

 

[Chairman Kaga]

You don't need to feel bad about feeling depressed ever or talking about it...believe me a lot of people here feel the same way a lot of the time, but some are just more vocal than others. I think it's healthy to talk about that sort of stuff...if I never did I'd probably have lost my mind by now (and I rarely ever get to mention how I feel at that =P )

 

[22sa]

You don't need to feel bad about feeling depressed ever or talking about it...believe me a lot of people here feel the same way a lot of the time, but some are just more vocal than others. I think it's healthy to talk about that sort of stuff...if I never did I'd probably have lost my mind by now (and I rarely ever get to mention how I feel at that =P )

...Meh, I've lost my mind before already, so yeah talk you're right. =D

 

[Chairman Kaga]

Silence is the worst thing for someone, but the thing is in the world (not on PC :P ) not many people are willing to listen to other peoples' sorrows ~_~;;

 

[Pokemaster10000]

Oh yes, I'm sure I just missed Mrs.Smith's rotten egg smelling room and teachers yelling at me. It's all so clear nowXD I don't know, must be one of those "teenage things" 8{ Everything somebody said something to me I had to run to my room *~*

Aww, what's wrong with a little mud everyonce in a while? I play vollyball in the rain all the time, I think it's fun ^o^ (when the creepy neighbor dude isn't watching) ...as long as I can take a shower right after I mean *~*;;

Yeah it's obvious you love school. :P
Well, the basketball's hard to bounce in the rain. So it's not fun. XD
And dancing in the rain isn't the best thing to do in NY.
Especially since it's such a busy city. :P

 

[22sa]

Silence is the worst thing for someone, but the thing is in the world (not on PC :P ) not many people are willing to listen to other peoples' sorrows ~_~;;

People rarely listen these days. You can't depend on that. However, there are usually counsellors in schools, though many depressed kids probly won't goto one like myself for obvious reasons. If you have a really good friend who would listen.... that'd be the best.

 

[100marios]

*sits in the corner and wails* I'm in pain! ;_; Well, it's more of an annoying ache than the throbbing that so nicely accompanied it before. Meh. I went to the dentist today--a new dentist with my Mom--and he needed to do a filling on one of my molars. Hmm, sitting there for an hour with my MOUTH OPEN while he was DRILLING away at my tooth after he gave me AN UNEXPECTED NOVACAINE. He said that the cavity was so close to the nerve, that any closer and he'd have to do a root canal. O_O My poor jaw...>_< Turns out the other dentist I went to before barely ever did any help to my teeth...he never cleaned them properly...and never handled my cavities properly. I'd go into detail about some things--but it's a tad too gross, if you know what I mean. He took more X-rays and it turns out I have a couple more cavities that he needs to fill, anyway. I never had luck with my teeth...they appear all nice and pearly white when you look at them, but whoa, do they ever deceive you...O_o I'm petrified to even touch sugar again. Except--I barely ever eat candy, I brush my teeth all the time...how the heck do I have all these things wrong with me?!

Eh, 900th post! Only 100 posts away from 1,000...that's somewhat good news, lol.

Aww, sorry to hear about that! I have such good fortune with my teeth. I can go without brushing them for days, and with one wash, they're sparkly clean again.... I'm not saying I do that often though! Hehe...

Are you okay Teara? I don't want to seem nosy, but I am rather concerned....

Well, I'm in a much better mood today!
*bursts open his window and takes a breath of fresh air*
I feel so alive today!
Random voice from another house: No one cares!!
Me: Top of the evenin'!

Yup. I really am in a good mood. My friend came over today, so I had a lot of fun! I even think I'm losing my voice hehe...
*sweatdrops*

 

[^^NICK^^ v.3.0]

Now I feel way better than i did yesterday. Especially since I'm watching the classic Road Rules.

 

[*~Ashley~*]

I'm in a much better mood today too! There are a couple of reasons for that too. One reason is I actually got to sleep for once! I slept from midnight until around 10 this morning. I've been feeling kinda weird lately mainly due to lack of sleep... staying up until 1 every night and having to wake up to go to school isn't fun. But I did get to sleep this morning... and it felt good!

Another reason is that my sister isn't home so the house was pretty peaceful. No complaining or annoyance. Don't get me wrong, I love my sister, but she's just at that annoying age... she tends to get on my nerves. So she's in NY with my cousin and I spent the day with my other cousin. It was nice being able to relax and play gamecube for awhile this afternoon. I guess I just needed to relax to get everything off my mind for awhile...

Unfortunately, all the problems aren't completely gone. I'm still sorta confused and I still feel somewhat empty. I guess I've just been really stressed out lately... with my civics project, school itself and finals coming up, dance, my mom being on my case about the computer, work, and a bunch of other things. Once school ends everything should get better though...

Teeth problems Sayuri? My teeth are always messed up. I've broken 'em, needed braces, had a filling once, I had to get thet flap of skin that connects my lip to my gums cut... there's probably more. You're old dentist wasn't a great one? Sounds like my orthodontist... speaking of which, I have an appointment in a week or two... great! *sigh* more fun...

 

[Kairi]

You?re very blessed Jordan! My teeth have been through all kind of work, and they?re white and straitening, but gah the cold hurts them, so ice cream is difficult to eat. ;_;

 

[Frostweaver]

You?re very blessed Jordan! My teeth have been through all kind of work, and they?re white and straitening, but gah the cold hurts them, so ice cream is difficult to eat. ;_;

*same as this post, but without the white part since brushing his teeth is such a difficult task for him*

I can eat ice cream if it's in a bowl not a cone... then I can stuff the ice cream on my tongue without touching the gums... same for any other fruit that's cold.. must be in pieces so I can use my tongue to eat it (or warm it up with my saliva o.O;; ).

Err... back on topic!

Current feeling: very dumb and frustrated... bombed on Chinese finals, decimated on warcraft 3 and completely annilihated on netbattle ;_;

 

[Chairman Kaga]

Heh...our school doesn't have counsellors...but even if they did, I think they'd report my oddness to my parents...I can't even tell my parents anything anymore--they've threatened to send me to a psychiatrist before, but they're so far out of knowing what's normal that they can't even realize that this is what most other parents label normal teenage behavior (although I've never seen it as normal o_O;; )

 

[Pokemaster10000]

You?re very blessed Jordan! My teeth have been through all kind of work, and they?re white and straitening, but gah the cold hurts them, so ice cream is difficult to eat. ;_;

Yeah it stings right?
I can't even drink cold water without hurting my teeth. :P
How am I to survive? XD

I finally had some good sleep too today, Ashley.
But I couldn't get up. My hand was gripping on to my bed. :P
Now I find out how comfortable my bed really was. XD

 

[100marios]

I'm in a much better mood today too! There are a couple of reasons for that too. One reason is I actually got to sleep for once! I slept from midnight until around 10 this morning. I've been feeling kinda weird lately mainly due to lack of sleep... staying up until 1 every night and having to wake up to go to school isn't fun. But I did get to sleep this morning... and it felt good!

Another reason is that my sister isn't home so the house was pretty peaceful. No complaining or annoyance. Don't get me wrong, I love my sister, but she's just at that annoying age... she tends to get on my nerves. So she's in NY with my cousin and I spent the day with my other cousin. It was nice being able to relax and play gamecube for awhile this afternoon. I guess I just needed to relax to get everything off my mind for awhile...

Unfortunately, all the problems aren't completely gone. I'm still sorta confused and I still feel somewhat empty. I guess I've just been really stressed out lately... with my civics project, school itself and finals coming up, dance, my mom being on my case about the computer, work, and a bunch of other things. Once school ends everything should get better though...

Teeth problems Sayuri? My teeth are always messed up. I've broken 'em, needed braces, had a filling once, I had to get thet flap of skin that connects my lip to my gums cut... there's probably more. You're old dentist wasn't a great one? Sounds like my orthodontist... speaking of which, I have an appointment in a week or two... great! *sigh* more fun...

....wowie! That sounds a lot like what I did today...
*is shocked*
I also went to bed earlier then I usually do, so it was a really nice change. It automatically puts me in a good mood for the following day!

I'm sure everything will get better when school ends. Speaking of which, how many days are left on the ol' countdown?

Hmm, I'm sorry about that Kairi. I've heard you went through some major dental work......
*talks like Doug*
Dentists give me the willies!
Not really hehe...

I'm blesses in that category, but I do have some other flaws...
Allergies, asthma, blah...
Also another one more serious one, but I don't really feel like talking about it..
But, it's nothing too bad!

 

[Teara]

Lol, the only work ever done on my teeth was a filling(the tasted horrible I might add)they put into my back teeth to fill in my "naturally large grooves" Or at least I think that's what it was. My dentist didn't tell me much when he went to work.
*cough* But...umm...back on topic o.0;
I just got back from a bike ride in the rain, it was so relaxing. For a while I completely forgot about my problems ^_^ But now I'm back in that mood again...it's so weird. I've never felt bad like this before, it's really kind of scary.

Are you okay Teara? I don't want to seem nosy, but I am rather concerned....

Oh, I'm just fine! Don't worry about a thing^-^

 

[*~Ashley~*]

....wowie! That sounds a lot like what I did today...
*is shocked*
I also went to bed earlier then I usually do, so it was a really nice change. It automatically puts me in a good mood for the following day!

I'm sure everything will get better when school ends. Speaking of which, how many days are left on the ol' countdown?

Hmm, I'm sorry about that Kairi. I've heard you went through some major dental work......
*talks like Doug*
Dentists give me the willies!
Not really hehe...

I'm blesses in that category, but I do have some other flaws...
Allergies, asthma, blah...
Also another one more serious one, but I don't really feel like talking about it..
But, it's nothing too bad!

Wow, I find it really weird how similar our situations seem. At least parts of them are similar! But it did feel good to sleep again! And I think I'll get to sleep tomorrow too since my cousin is sleeping over and I'll have to tape Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh to watch with my sister later since he'll still be here. Sleep usually does put me in a good mood... but too much isn't really good for you either... it makes you more tired. But sleeping for 10 hours felt really good!

Oh, I have 10 days of school left. And I get to relax a bit next week... since I don't have to work and all. Sure I have exessive amounts of dance this week but I'll still be able to come home from school at 2 rather than at 6. That'll be nice...

Major dental work Kairi? I know what you mean there. My teeth are pretty sensitive when it comes to cold too. Since my teeth are capped and all... when cold hits the nerve it really tingles a lot... not fun!

 

[100marios]

Lol, the only work ever done on my teeth was a filling(the tasted horrible I might add)they put into my back teeth to fill in my "naturally large grooves" Or at least I think that's what it was. My dentist didn't tell me much when he went to work.
*cough* But...umm...back on topic o.0;
I just got back from a bike ride in the rain, it was so relaxing. For a while I completely forgot about my problems ^_^ But now I'm back in that mood again...it's so weird. I've never felt bad like this before, it's really kind of scary.

Oh, I'm just fine! Don't worry about a thing^-^

It might be the atmosphere in the house..... a little fresh air will always do ya good!
Hmm, I'm still curious, (because you still say you're feeling rather down) but if you don't want to talk about it I understand completely.
Sorry to bug ya Teara! Birthday girl!
Hehe...

Yeah, I guess we do have many of the same personality traits and habits! It almost feels as if I meet you before...
Anyway, I don't really like Yu-Gi-Oh, so that's one difference hehe...

Do you still have dance over the summer? I guess so, seeing as how you still have plenty of dance rehearsals. We get out at 12 for this last week. Dumb enough, the last day we're not even doing anything! I have too many absentses, so I can't stay home, but there really is nothing to do. It's not like they're going to teach new thing on the last day of school, which some kids were silly enough to ask hehe....

 

[Pokemaster10000]

Wow, I find it really weird how similar our situations seem. At least parts of them are similar! But it did feel good to sleep again! And I think I'll get to sleep tomorrow too since my cousin is sleeping over and I'll have to tape Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh to watch with my sister later since he'll still be here. Sleep usually does put me in a good mood... but too much isn't really good for you either... it makes you more tired. But sleeping for 10 hours felt really good!

Major dental work Kairi? I know what you mean there. My teeth are pretty sensitive when it comes to cold too. Since my teeth are capped and all... when cold hits the nerve it really tingles a lot... not fun!

I over sleep every Saturdays so sleeping 12 hours isn't a big deal to me. :P

My parents want me to get braces but my teeth are already straight..... compared to their's of course. XD Judging by what I saw last year to a guy that had braces, I'm never getting them. :P