You know what, why should I care anymore? In case you don't already, I am breaking a rule just by being here and typing this message. I don't need to reveal who I am, because if you are truly my friend, you already know who I am. The moderation on this forum, is somewhat good, but mostly horrible. The administration is even worse. Don't get me wrong, I happen to love some of the moderators here and one a few admins here. But some, how much more disrespectful can you possibly get? Like Morkula, you go prancing around like your the king of everything. Your disrespectful to not just the n00by ones, which I undertstand, but to regular members who've done nothing. I don't understand why I am banned. Maybe it's just because someone here hates me so much, they go digging for reasons to ban me. The administration here has known about what happened four months since November, but nothing has happened since then until yesterday. Something that happened four months ago should not be effecting my status now, and being banned for life, that's cold, especially the day before Christmas. How much more evil can you possibly get? A flamming troller flames like crazy in a certain member fanclub, makes about 5 different accounts and gets banned on each. He makes another one and comes off "nice" and he doesn't get banned again? Everyone deserves a second chance, and I for one think I rightfully deserve one. With the exception of what happened long ago, I've done nothing wrong since my one week ban (one warning I was never informed of). But you know what, I don't want to leave on the note I am leaving on right now. I already said goodbye to most of my friends, but to some, I wish to say goodbye again.
@Neko
Girl, we've been friends ever since the dragonite FC. I never thought I could become such good friends with someone over the internet, but you've proven me wrong. Through thick and thin, through bans between the both of us, I think you and me were best of friends. I hope to someday see you somewhere else.
@Xairmo
Boy, you've always been there for me. Ever since I met you on WWYDII, you've always been like a mentor to me. You helped me through all of my problems, you're like a big brother or a father to me. I feel like I can tell you anything, and you know what, I basiclly have. I think I would've left PC long ago if it wasn't for you.
@Midnight Winged
You were my first friend I made on this forum. Ever since that pokemon above you thread, and through rough time, and little disputes, you were always my best friend here. Even though we don't talk that much anymore, I still consider you my oldest and dearest friend here. I hope, that someday we may meet again and have Waffles with Waffle-san.
@Hanako Tabris
You know what, words can't even describe my feelings toward you. You're just such an awesome person, and you don't even try. Through long and funny PMs, you've always been such a cool person. Ever since we paired about a month ago, I feel like we've been inseperable (forgive me if I spelt that wrong). If things to happen to go my way, and you visit the site I gave you, I really hope we can stay that way. You only deserve the best, so if you don't decide to go that's okay, if you want to unpair me because I'm no longer here, that's okay too. I never wanted to hurt you, and I never intended on this to happen. You don't even know how much I've grown to like you, and how much you've affected my life. Like I said in that PM I sent you, if it were not for you, I probably would not even think about persuing a life of writing. You're just such an awesome person, and it kills me to say goodbye, but I must.
To the administration: If you can find it in your heart to let me back in I would be eternally grateful. Even if not now, or if you make my ban not permanant, that would be awesome too. I don't care how long I must wait, be it one month, two months, 2 years, I'll wait. Although I digress, I must say I'm sorry for the sins I have commited.
That being said, I would like to say goodbye to all who have known me, whether you hated me or liked me. As of now, If I return is out of my hands. One can only pray that the administration chooses to do the right thing. In spirit of the holidays, I believe a second chance is in order.
Merry Christmas and a happy new year to all~