problemMuch?
first post...crazy...i'm new at this, so any tips would be helpful ^^
this thread caught my eye, cos i kinda have three issues i'd like some advice on
numero uno-boy troubles >.< basically, theres this guy. we went out, over a year ago for five months. were crazy in love etc; but it was a bad time in my life, especially for intimate relationships so i pushed him away, so much he had to break up with me. i broke down, and basically died inside, people thought it was just the guy thing, but thats all i let on. eventually i learnt to deal with all the stuff i've been through, i have no idea how, but i was still crazy for this guy. and then one day i woke up and realised i didn't love him anymore. i dated other people, and kinda forgot about him.
and then we got back in contact, as we stoped talking for a year, and it was weird in that it wasn't awkward, it was great. we flirted heaps and he was supremely jealous of my boyfriend at the time; and i found myself falling for him again. the bf cheated on me, so i dropped him and found myself getting closer and closer to the guy. now its extremely complicated. we are so close, we flirt and are tender with each other/ its like we're back together, but without any declaration of feelings. hes my best friend now, and i'm scared to break that. i don't even know if i want him back. i do know is that i love him/ but i don't know exactly how he feels...any suggestions?
numero two-i have health issues/ the issue being my health is terrible, and i don't know why. i am sick all of the time. recently i threw up for a week straight, and no doctor has been able to work out why. i'm missing school, fighting with my mother (like its my fault) losing weight and i'm sick of hearing "you're always sick" from everyone i know. does anyone have any idea maybe how to deal with the stress? or a type of natural therapy that might help? i'm not expecting a diagnosis, just ways of dealing with this
numero three- i am rate terrible at maths? does anyone else share my affliction? if so, how do you deal with it?
wow...this is rather long...