Your Deepest Fears

I have a lot of fears. So many that I don't know how I go around in my every day life, but there are 6 things that scare me the most, although I'm keeping 2 of them a secret due because I will feel really embarrassed if I said them. Bugs, only in real life though, public transportation, although it is mostly taxis that scare me the most, public restrooms, and driving in bad weather.
 
I've tried conquering most of my fears throughout my life but I still have a few, and these are dependent on the circumstances I'm in at the moment: fear of not fulfilling my dreams, fear of feeling locked up and controlled, fear of never seeing and enjoying the world. Just to put things a little vaguely.
 
Large aquatic life, massive open bodies of water, and spiders.
 
My darkest fear is to be consumed by all the hatred and wrath I passed though when I was little. Being beated up for twelve years and to retaliate all that anger in one flash... boy... hair raising for me...
Or you could say being possesed.
 
Being abducted by aliens while taking out the trash at night.
< Taking out the trash at night.
<Dating a ' female ' who use to be or still is a man.
< My nephews dying before I do.
< Living passed 30.
< Mother dying.
< Pokemon ending.
 
Other than injury, and stinging insects which are probably my most common fears I guess I dread that idea of falling out with people that really matter to me. It's not something I think about very often at all but it's the only thing I'd really say is a "deep" fear?
 
I wouldn't say I have a fear of the dark, but rather I have a fear of what lies behind the dark, or what could be lurking in or using the dark to its advantage. However, I find that if I spend the night with a friend or have a radio on I feel a lot more at ease than when I sleep alone in the dark, and to be honest I cannot remember the last time I slept in pitch black without a radio/tv on in the background or with a friend in the same room. I think that the fear is the idea that bad things happen in the dark/quiet, therefore, when I'm in the dark and alone, I get scared that something bad will happen to me or to the people around me. I remember having several nightmares as a child of me being tied up while someone I cared about was being assaulted in some fashion.

I also have a somewhat large fear of being truly hated. I'm fine with people not liking me or even saying bad things about me, whether to my face or behind my back, I might get mad about the comment for a moment, then forget about it. But I have a fear that I will make a huge mistake and somehow all of the people I care about will turn their backs on me and hate me.

I have some odd fears, but I guess to each his own.
 
I fear being alone a lot, honestly. I'm also afraid of the future, mainly because I'm afraid of being alone in it lmfao. And also driving to the point I still haven't learned how to. I'm trying it out, though.

OH I'm also afraid of the dark, as well!
 
The future, it's unpredictable and it holds countless of possibilities. They're mostly negative, but it's probably because I get depressed so easily.

I also fear insects, especially roaches.
 
Probably would be not being able to find love. At least at the moment, anyway. lol
As they say, if you did it before you can do it again. Way to be optimistic

Some of my most long-standing fears include tornadoes (but not hurricanes at all, strangely), being abandoned, not succeeding in life, and most important of all... being forgotten. I have to have some semblance of glory before I die, mark my words.
 
My future. I keep delaying the inevitable. I have already decided that I'm going to die alone. I am incapable of keeping good, healthy relationships. I kinda wish I'd die already.
 
Getting stuck inside a lift, I hate the thought of that. It's never happened before, but I sometimes get uneasy when using them and will try to avoid doing so if possible.
 
I've always been afraid of my friends abandoning me. Mainly because it happens to me a lot and it's always horrible and I end up being depressed for months on end like right now.

Also spiders because they're God's mistake.
 
My biggest ever fear is everyone hating me, or everyone suddenly abandoning me. I have terrible paranoia that everyone is secretly spying on me and one day they'll leave, so I suppose my biggest fear is that what I think is true. Just the thought of everyone around me turning on me and leaving me ... yeah, that's definitely my biggest fear.

Apart from that I am both disgusted and petrified of the idea of being pregnant... it's almost as big of a fear as the first, but not quite. Got no fear of death at all though, which is nice.
 
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