nah, you're not!
it's honestly just something that i've felt for a long time, so i decided to make a thread on it! I mean...maybe im just too much of an old fart here, but I remember back when I first joined this forum and a couple of years afterwards, although PC was....very different (for lack of a better way to put it), it was kind of easy to find a group of friends to fit in, and you would talk with them, and then you would get added to an MSN group convo with their friends, and things generally took off from there.
Nowadays, I will admit it is a lot more difficult. Of course, I'm not talking about fitting in as in conforming in a strict sense, but generally just making friends or standing out in some manner, which I feel has been fairly difficult for the past while. Now, this is partially my own fault; I'm by no means a social butterfly so maybe that has something to do with feeling isolated, but still...
I just feel envious of a lot of social groups around here and I kind of wish I felt "included" in one myself, in a way. Is that a bad thing? I'm not sure.