Oh, well anyway. I found out that Takeru really does have depersonalization disorder. He's so amazing though because he's always being happy. He always smiles no matter what he might be going through or how much he is struggling. That's what makes him my hero. He said it in his blog, but I can't find the entry because it was said ages ago. Poor thing... I don't understand how deserves all of this. He's amazing as fuck to be so strong and confident, even though he feels the complete opposite.