Oh, time to relax!.
Well, I just have an important lack of motivation. I don't want to do anything at all, but I'm working on it. I'm going to be alright soon :)
It's just, I can't find any reason to do good things. It's being really hard for me, to do something usefull, and down here. Things aren't really friendly if you don't want to be a lazy person, in a few words. I'm actually worried about my future, since I want to do a bit more than everybody that I know, and with the education that we have here, I don't feel able of studying on a university. That doesn't mean that I don't want it!. I really want to do that.