Nope I don't get red, unless it's a panic attack. I shake and get disoriented. I had a similar experience. We had these employers come in our school to help us practice job interviews, and I shook so badly she wrote that on my feedback. That was embarrassing. It's gotten much better over the years, but not perfect. I'm optimistic that maybe one day I can completely overcome it.
I just reached the episode where they met toph. I might binge a few episodes tonight. At the same time, I have the mario 3d collection and sort of want to play it.
Unrelated, but the covid situation is really tiring. Who knew it would dominate this whole year. I ended up loving these online class zoom meetings, because they keep me occupied. (And when I feel like it I just flip my camera off). If it's alright to ask, how do you keep occupied? My mind has been getting clouded in anxious thoughts, so I probably need something new. I might pick up a novel, even though i'm not much of a book reader.