Dear anonymous,
I can't help but say I've known you my whole life. It's kinda hard not to, considering who you are. For a long time I admired you. For a long time, I wanted to be like you. I looked up to you. I respected you. But now.... I cringe in pain and disgust and fear when I see you. When I hear your voice. When I see your face during class and when we just have to meet up. You remind me so much of a couple of people you swore you'd never become like, and that.... that has broken my heart and spirit like you wouldn't ever believe.
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Dear anonymous,
You've... changed, but remained exactly the same. I grew up. I took care of you in ways that no person in our situation should. And I see you always acting like a 15 year old hormonally driven child more than an adult whose life is over half over. You've been given two chances at life for sure, but you keep ruining them. You've made someone you promised to love and cherish forever a mess who has no confidence or strength left. You helped break me into the person I am now. But, I still love and care about you. You will always be that particular person to me. I just.... I really really wish you could just move on and finally grow up. Take care of yourself, and do what you have to do. Be responsible. Be the age you are. Let me respect you again....
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Dear anonymous,
You have always been close to me. I've seen what that one someone has done to make you who you are, and... to a degree, you stuck through it all for what you believed was for my benefit. But now.... you're broken. You drink and stay in a stupor of depression and regret and... utter negativity. You've forgotten what it is about you that makes you someone worth loving, someone worth caring about. You see yourself as nothing more than a corpse, in all honesty.... and... that... I don't even know what to say. I just.... I pray that someday you can move on and rebuild. And know that I love you so very, very much and will always support you, even if I don't act like it.
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Dear anonymous,
Thank you. You've been.... truly the best friend I could ever ask for from anyone. You've helped me, listened, laughed, talked with me.... You've put up with my crazy ups and downs. You're... an amazing person. You live in a world completely opposite mine, quite literally, but... still... you've been a true godsend. I truly, truly hope that you will stay my friend because, as you know because you know me, once I care about someone, I treasure them forever. You're shy and there are things you seem to... be ashamed of about yourself or something, but.... you are freaking awesome. You're talented and kind, you're wise.... I look up to you and aspire to be more like you. I truly do.
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Dear anonymous,
Thank you, too. All of you. You've talked to me and been there to cheer me up. You've become a huge part of my life. And I would never, ever change that for the world. Each and every one of you.... you are all people I think about. All people I worry about, care about, and cherish and love deeply. Sorry if that weirds some of you out, but.... it's true. And I just wanted to say that.
(Patchisou, thank you for making this thread. This... is something very very wonderful and helpful. Even if these people might never see it, it helps so much to be able to say the words you can never seem to find when you need them.)