EMOTION Round 3

Defeat

I just learned now that a friend and role model of mine died yesterday, and also have a message from my aunt that my uncle is in the ER with complications from his diabetes
 
SteCisGreendog said:
Tired. Need more sleep. Painkillers had caffeine in them and I took them too late yesterday.
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I am sorry to hear that, SteCisGreendog. I wish you a good rest and to get better as soon as possible.

Tsutarja said:
sad
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Best wishes for what makes you sad to get solved, and for you to feel better soon, Tsutarja.

VisionofMilotic said:
Defeat

I just learned now that a friend and role model of mine died yesterday, and also have a message from my aunt that my uncle is in the ER with complications from his diabetes
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Sorry to hear this, VisionofMilotic... I offer you my condolences for your friend. And best wishes for your uncle to get better soon.
 
Zeostar said:
The COVID shot is making me sick.

I don't regret getting it updated...but my body has never responded well to the vaccines.

I'm sore and have cold chills. It's going to be a long night.
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I am sorry to hear this, Zeostar. I am familiar with long nights...
I give you my best wishes to get better soon, and to have a better next night.
 
Fact Checking Gardevoir said:
Dismayed to see the occasions to play online, in the video game I started playing a few months ago, getting too rare, not to count the server issues disrupting games.
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I hope the server issues can be fixed soon so you can enjoy the game to the fullest!
Zeostar said:
The COVID shot is making me sick.

I don't regret getting it updated...but my body has never responded well to the vaccines.

I'm sore and have cold chills. It's going to be a long night.
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I hope the effects can go away soon for you, and that you could still get some good rest!
 
Irritated.
I had an appointment for another job, but they misunderstood what I told them, and despite saying I really liked my previous jobs in that domain and wanted to continue, I was not given the job.
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And calmer now that I phoned back right away to clarify, and emphasize this kind of job was what I wanted the most and not another kind of job.
 
Fact Checking Gardevoir said:
Irritated.
I had an appointment for another job, but they misunderstood what I told them, and despite saying I really liked my previous jobs in that domain and wanted to continue, I was not given the job.
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And calmer now that I phoned back right away to clarify, and emphasize this kind of job was what I wanted the most and not another kind of job.
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Glad you were able to sort it all out FCG!
 
Starlight said:
Feeling... stupid. I'm just so ridiculously bad at talking to people it's not even funny!
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Sorry to hear this, Starlight... I can relate about feeling stupid, I have been there many times. Just tell yourself that you did your best, I have no doubt that is true, and that is what matters!
*Hug*
 
Starlight said:
Feeling... stupid. I'm just so ridiculously bad at talking to people it's not even funny!
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From the chats i've had with you, quite the opposite! you talk to everyone in an amazing and supportive way and i think that's something you should be proud of! and while sometimes we can definitely mess up, it's not something you should let get to you!!^^
Fact Checking Gardevoir said:
Irritated.
I had an appointment for another job, but they misunderstood what I told them, and despite saying I really liked my previous jobs in that domain and wanted to continue, I was not given the job.
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And calmer now that I phoned back right away to clarify, and emphasize this kind of job was what I wanted the most and not another kind of job.
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i really hope you can get the job you want FCG!! I'll be cheering for you!! <3
 
Starlight said:
Feeling... stupid. I'm just so ridiculously bad at talking to people it's not even funny!
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I'm really sorry Starlight... If it makes you feel any better at all, I'm terrible at talking to people IRL... I hope you feel better soon. :love:
 
Stressed, overwhelmed, frustrated... I have several final projects due in the coming days, and here I am playing video games and wasting my day away. I understand I need to get off the video games and do work, but I can't stop myself... I'm really frustrated in myself. Granted, this has been the reoccurring theme for me this semester. I've really been struggling a lot this semester with focus and motivation, more so than I have in past semesters.
 
RadEmpoleon said:
Stressed, overwhelmed, frustrated... I have several final projects due in the coming days, and here I am playing video games and wasting my day away. I understand I need to get off the video games and do work, but I can't stop myself... I'm really frustrated in myself. Granted, this has been the reoccurring theme for me this semester. I've really been struggling a lot this semester with focus and motivation, more so than I have in past semesters.
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Honestly, this right here. I personally am getting more and more convinced that I might have ADHD(haven't gotten diagnosed yet) because I just. Can't. Sit. Still.

Compound that with the past few months of depression and self-hate, I guess that explains where I was all this time. Honestly tired of it all. It's not that I'm getting any studying done and it's not that I am even wasting time partying with people and stuff. I'm just... existing. I don't know why.
 
RadEmpoleon said:
Stressed, overwhelmed, frustrated... I have several final projects due in the coming days, and here I am playing video games and wasting my day away. I understand I need to get off the video games and do work, but I can't stop myself... I'm really frustrated in myself. Granted, this has been the reoccurring theme for me this semester. I've really been struggling a lot this semester with focus and motivation, more so than I have in past semesters.
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I am sorry to hear this, RadEmpoleon. I know it can be hard to feel motivated. Best wishes for you to find a way to find resolve and feel better soon.
Your friends are with you.

Crustan said:
Honestly, this right here. I personally am getting more and more convinced that I might have ADHD(haven't gotten diagnosed yet) because I just. Can't. Sit. Still.

Compound that with the past few months of depression and self-hate, I guess that explains where I was all this time. Honestly tired of it all. It's not that I'm getting any studying done and it's not that I am even wasting time partying with people and stuff. I'm just... existing. I don't know why.
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I am sorry to hear you feel like this, Crustan. I give you my best wishes for you to feel better soon.

I am no expert on this, but I do think you should talk to your close ones about all this, and with support and understanding, it will help you feel better bit by bit, like it did for me when I was depressed. Hugs for you two.
 
Fact Checking Gardevoir said:
I am sorry to hear you feel like this, Crustan. I give you my best wishes for you to feel better soon.

I am no expert on this, but I do think you should talk to your close ones about all this, and with support and understanding, it will help you feel better bit by bit, like it did for me when I was depressed. Hugs for you two.
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Thank you. I cannot talk about this with my family as they're going through a really tough time right now.
 
Crustan said:
Thank you. I cannot talk about this with my family as they're going through a really tough time right now.
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I hope you then can find good friends to talk to about this, and I also give my best wishes for your family's situation to get better as well, Crustan.
 
I woke up today feeling hollow. Like the last remaning beautiful lights that kept me motivated to keep going despite it all were finally snuffed out.
I feel like the quote "I'm... Not sure. I'm not sure of anything, anymore." fits how I feel perfectly.
 
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