Feelings of hopeless, school, Pokemon, a library full of story ideas and original characters running in every direction, memories of being bullied and shamed, past romantic relationships and crushes, missed chances, friends and kindred spirits I was taken away from, grey streets, smut, fights with family, Pullip dolls and other toys, historical fiction and costume dramas, injustices I have seen in the world from corrupt political systems to child abuse to hate crimes to animal cruelty, rape cases that have upset me deeply, social phobia, worries about money, nightmares and dreams I can't stop having, personality quizzes