Name two things that you don't like about yourself.

Alfieri

Alfieri

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    My height. My slim figure.
     
    Lets see.

    1. I procrastinate. Few years ago I started building up unnaturally (for me) big amounts of ambition and willpower, but the procrastination is always hanging right behind. Luckily Over the last 2 years that heavily changed and I ma finally thinking, planning and working towards my goals.

    2. I am asocial. Or at least so i was telling for the past 5 years. People would ask me why I dont go out and I'd usually say cos Im asocial (half sarcastically though). It became a really bad habit. Again, luckily over the last year or two I am getting a lot of confidence/ego(not in a bad way I think/hope)/self-esteem boost so I am starting to change a lot.

    These two are my main problems and despite still present I am really starting to notice some major changes in my life :D
     
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    1. My anxiety. It's so bad sometimes that it can be disabling. It makes doing a lot of things hard for me too. If something isn't part of my routine, it's harder for me to do because of the anxiety I feel.

    2. My body. I'm actually overweight. However, as I mentioned above... my anxiety makes it hard for me to really do anything. I can't do things by myself or without my parents since I end up having meltdowns I am planning on going with my dad to work out once he gets his knee surgeries done.

    So yeah.
     
    1. Finding faults about myself: For some reason my brain tries its best to find every possible fault about myself and then make me frustrated over it at a daily basis. It's something I've been trying to prevent from happening but to no avail. It happens at the most random of times too and sometimes leads to me spacing out completely in public.

    2. Procrastination: Sometimes I try to set a goal for myself. If it's something I want to achieve in real life or in a game, and I never manage to get it because I procrastinate and get demotivated really quickly. I suck at sticking to one thing.
     
    1. My voice. I have a speech delay that I never got over.

    2. I am super forgetful. Just the other day I forgot my own phone number.
     
    1. Crippling social anxiety. When I get into a social situation that in either unfamiliar or worrisome in anyway I almost begin to break down crying.
    2. My body in almost every aspect. Specifically my big feet. It makes it hard for me to find shoes that fit that I also like. Also I am underweight and don't eat too much due to the above, among general depression.
     
    My hastiness. I often rush too quickly into things rather than giving it time to think things over. Sometimes, I make the wrong move and I think of so many better solutions that would have been wiser alternatives if I just thought it over a bit more.

    Also, my physical weakness. I get winded very easily and have poor stamina. My muscular strength is only fair and my endurance doesn't last for long.
     
    My skin is unbearably dry no matter what I do, and is prone to being endlessly flaky, eczema-laden, and gross, not to mention I still get pimples in spite of it all, and any attempt to correct one problem exacerbates the other. It's the worst, especially in winter.

    The only other big thing is my erratic motivation levels/near inability to see a longer project through past the initial stages. I get really pumped about something at first, but over time, due to lack of others' interest or other discouraging factors or just loss of interest, it just peters out.
     
    It seems I'm joining the procastinators' club. No, seriously, I have enough free time (I'm at university but not working at the moment) and I am not getting things done as I should. I find myself barely passing or failing exams sometimes, when I could be getting good grades if I studied on time.

    And second, it bothers me a bit that I started to lose hair around a year ago.
     
    1. I wish I was more motivated to do productive stuff. I could really be exploring what my writing abilities to do, but it's a slow go with LoL around, haha.

    2. I love music, but I can't sing. Really?
     
    I am incredibly compulsive. It's impossible for me to sit still, I always have to fix my hair or scratch something and there's always something uncomfortable. And I just hate never feeling like I'm going to truly be normal, because of that and some other things.
     
    1. I hate being too thin. I'm back to being a lowly 105lbs yet again.

    2. I also hate being slow minded (Bradyphrenia)
     
    Anxiety. I can barely spend any time inside my own head without getting these terribly destructive, recurring thoughts that convince me I'm going to die.

    I bruise like a damn peach. >:(
     
    Two.... um, I'd say my lack of perspective and want for false hope. Those things bite me in the ass a lot. To balance things, two things I like in myself are want for aesthetics and my critical thinking power. As I always say, something worth doing is worth doing right, and if it isn't worth doing, it's not worth doing at all.
     
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