But I wasn't reading this thread yesterday now was I? XD
Read a few pages back to try and find the descriptions of your "problem", still can't find it.
I have, however, noticed something from your previous posts. You seem indesicive, whenever we give advice, you just can't seem to take it. You seem to concentrate more on feeling down then trying to be happier.
Most of us have had bully problems before in our lives. Do we just sit down and moan about how unfair life is to us? Well, some of us do, but we really shouldn't. It isn't helping much, and can you imagine the torment you'll have to go through once they find out you've been seeking help about the same thing for over 4 pages now?
Look on the bright side of life, pull yourself together and just tell those guys off. If you can't do it on your own, tell a teacher or something. They might say you're a wuss, but if their smart, they shouldn't try to pick on you in the presence of a teacher. If you're truly so afraid of them, tell your teacher not to mention your name.