hello ^^
first time..bit nervous...
anyway im a 14 year old boy, iv never had a girlfreind (no im not a dork), i just act nervous when im with them, nothing wrong with it...except the fact that the chavvy gits who go out with any breathing thing without a penis have decided that i am now gay.
im so not gay! and it gets to me but i dont really care but when i look at my future i think, zero girls in 14 years...how many girlfreinds will i have had by the age of 30?
theres a few nice girls in my school, i know one of them used to like me but i dont know what she thinks now.
You shouldn't need to feel that you should be in a relationship, even at your age. I personally think it's a little too early to be going down that route, so for know I would suggest that you continue with your studies. As for people thinking that you're gay, well, it happens. =| You'll have to be content with taking the moral high ground and not lowering yourself to their level - doing something drastic about it will probably only make the problem worse.
next topic.
i have a strong group of freinds, all of wich are better than me at everything apart from singing and music.
the problem is all of them have quit wealthy parents and my parents arent...millionares, shall we say.
all my buddys get what they want when they want it, i have a wii and now 360's are the biz all of my m8s in the last month have converted to xbox...1 kids brother had one just coz he had one!
i just hate feeling like the poor kid, gets me down sometimes.
Do you know if either of your parents are saving up for something in your future, such as a car or university or simply some money to get you started once you leave school? I'd much prefer a savings account set up by my parents to being spoiled with stuff like Xboxs etc. Happiness doesn't stem from material goods in the long term - it sounds clichéd, but it's true, in my opinion.
next topic.
my parents split up when i was 8.
i never got over it and both of them now have partners for themselves.
sometimes it just feels weird thinking of my parents and other people y'know?
So your parents have been separated for six years? They say time heals all wounds, so I guess all you can do is just try to accept that fact that they aren't together. My parents split about ten years ago, I think, when I was six or seven years of age, and I think I got over that fact pretty quickly. ._. Certainly, by the time I was nine or ten it didn't bother me all too much, and now the subject never really crosses my mind.
anyway, i suppose my blabbing is over, i dont mind what you guys say.
im just writing this so i can let it all out tbh.
keeping things squashed inside my head can sometimes be depressing :(
Good on you. It can take a lot to say this sort of stuff, especially if you don't have a release for it in your school or home life. Once again, it sounds clichéd, but have you considered writing a diary? Or even something like a
LiveJournal? If you really benefit from writing things down like this then I'd recommend something like a dairy or a LJ.
I hope I've helped. =]
