CiCi
[font=Satisfy]Obsession: Watanuki Kimihiro and Izu
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- Seen Nov 24, 2023
Work Ethic
2. I can get things done if I want to, but if I don't want to then I just don't bother doing it. I can't really be in the workforce and haven't had a job in a long while due to various mental health problems with it. As a stay-at-home wife, I'm more like a 7 or an 8.
Strength
7 physically. I'm stronger than most girls my age and in my physical shape. Mentally/Emotionally? I dunno. Sometimes I'm a 9 and other times I'm a 2. It's a bit of a mess.
Charisma
0. I'm pretty insensitive so unless whoever I'm talking to is pretty tough, people don't particularly like me. Plus, most of my opinions are disliked/hated on the Internet and I'm often in the minority when it comes to politics and beliefs. In this day and age, that's enough for people to dislike me.
Humor
I mostly have the sarcasm and roasting game, but I don't have much else. So I guess an average 5.
Intelligence
This is where my Confidence: 0 comes into play. I'd rate myself really low, like a 3 or a 4. But other people might rate me higher or lower. My family would rate me really high -- my mother, brother, late grandmother all say/said I'm the smartest person they know. I don't put much onus on that. My husband says he wouldn't have even given me a chance if I'm as stupid as I think I am because he can't stand stupid people (mood). I consider myself more self-reflective and like a walking dictionary than much of anything else.
Luck
3 or 4. I've not been physically ill very often but I'm very mentally ill, with serious anxiety, panic disorder, and particularly bad clinical depression. I also have a lot of intrusive and obsessive thoughts that get in the way of daily life. I'm lucky in that my friend/relationships have all been minimally damaging, and my closest (husband, mother, brother, writing buddies) are overwhelmingly positive. But then I'm unlucky in that I've had 4 major deaths in 4 years, which I believe have now taken a huge toll on my mental health during my current pregnancy. I just have to hope that my poor luck gives me a break and the baby won't be horribly fucked from my never-ending stress and crushing depression. Really gonna have to talk to my doctor about these "once-every-two-weeks" appointments because I simply cannot handle them.
2. I can get things done if I want to, but if I don't want to then I just don't bother doing it. I can't really be in the workforce and haven't had a job in a long while due to various mental health problems with it. As a stay-at-home wife, I'm more like a 7 or an 8.
Strength
7 physically. I'm stronger than most girls my age and in my physical shape. Mentally/Emotionally? I dunno. Sometimes I'm a 9 and other times I'm a 2. It's a bit of a mess.
Charisma
0. I'm pretty insensitive so unless whoever I'm talking to is pretty tough, people don't particularly like me. Plus, most of my opinions are disliked/hated on the Internet and I'm often in the minority when it comes to politics and beliefs. In this day and age, that's enough for people to dislike me.
Humor
I mostly have the sarcasm and roasting game, but I don't have much else. So I guess an average 5.
Intelligence
This is where my Confidence: 0 comes into play. I'd rate myself really low, like a 3 or a 4. But other people might rate me higher or lower. My family would rate me really high -- my mother, brother, late grandmother all say/said I'm the smartest person they know. I don't put much onus on that. My husband says he wouldn't have even given me a chance if I'm as stupid as I think I am because he can't stand stupid people (mood). I consider myself more self-reflective and like a walking dictionary than much of anything else.
Luck
3 or 4. I've not been physically ill very often but I'm very mentally ill, with serious anxiety, panic disorder, and particularly bad clinical depression. I also have a lot of intrusive and obsessive thoughts that get in the way of daily life. I'm lucky in that my friend/relationships have all been minimally damaging, and my closest (husband, mother, brother, writing buddies) are overwhelmingly positive. But then I'm unlucky in that I've had 4 major deaths in 4 years, which I believe have now taken a huge toll on my mental health during my current pregnancy. I just have to hope that my poor luck gives me a break and the baby won't be horribly fucked from my never-ending stress and crushing depression. Really gonna have to talk to my doctor about these "once-every-two-weeks" appointments because I simply cannot handle them.
