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[b]Boo.[/b]
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This thread is long. Don't kill me for not reading through it all? D=
I'd like to keep in flow with the conversation and not randomly waltz in with problems/ demanding answers etc. So, I'll say that I'm not quite sure what I believe, but that there is something there, (I think the word is agnostic?) and that any benevolent higher power (a god or otherwise) would be above the idea of two people's gender affecting their love.
I kinda just wanted to say hello/I'm gay too.And also it seems a good place to ask a question that's been troubling me, something I'm sure a lot of gay guys go through. One of my straight friends, I kind of have a huge crush on him, he knows I'm gay and I've even told him I like him and we've remained friends.
I don't want advice getting with him, because he's not gay, and I know that won't happen. But I keep imagining myself in romantic situations with him. I dunno how to get over him. I've tried just stopping thinking about him like that, but I see him all the time because he's part of my group of friends and I can't just tell him to go away when we're all sitting together at school. So he's kind of always in my head.
So I kinda wanna know, has this (or something similar) ever happened to you? How'd you get over them? (Or do I need to get over myself because I'm just another whiny teenager?)
I'd like to keep in flow with the conversation and not randomly waltz in with problems/ demanding answers etc. So, I'll say that I'm not quite sure what I believe, but that there is something there, (I think the word is agnostic?) and that any benevolent higher power (a god or otherwise) would be above the idea of two people's gender affecting their love.
I kinda just wanted to say hello/I'm gay too.And also it seems a good place to ask a question that's been troubling me, something I'm sure a lot of gay guys go through. One of my straight friends, I kind of have a huge crush on him, he knows I'm gay and I've even told him I like him and we've remained friends.
I don't want advice getting with him, because he's not gay, and I know that won't happen. But I keep imagining myself in romantic situations with him. I dunno how to get over him. I've tried just stopping thinking about him like that, but I see him all the time because he's part of my group of friends and I can't just tell him to go away when we're all sitting together at school. So he's kind of always in my head.
So I kinda wanna know, has this (or something similar) ever happened to you? How'd you get over them? (Or do I need to get over myself because I'm just another whiny teenager?)