Some people say I'm not fat, but I think I am. I look in the mirror, and I'm just not pleased. I refer to myself as morbidly obese in passing to friends, which comes off as a joke..but I tend to believe it. '-';
I have very low self esteem when it comes to the way I look, which I suppose is common these days considering the image that is pushed. ._.;
I started working out and lost a bunch of weight, but I'm putting some back on from not working out, and it mortifies me. Thus, now that I have access to a free gym, I'm going to start using it at least three nights a week. D:
And, eating healthier will help too. Which..I do for the most part, except when I'm lazy. D:
I really want to improve my self image, and subsequently, my self esteem.
But, I would never starve myself or make myself throw up. Icky.