Recent content by an illegible mess.

only shallow - my bloody valentine

i drive but i work from home actually so i don't leave my apartment all that much except to visit friends and go to the store. i own two cars, a 2012 chevrolet impala ltz and a 2019 hyundai tuscon se.

i live in a relatively large multistory apartment building in the city. i don't really like the neighborhood. the crime is pretty bad. sirens all night, i've heard people screaming outside my window, my car was broken into recently etc. a lot of people keep to themselves around here, which i...

my knees, elbows, back and shoulders. i slept with the window open last night and my arthritis hates me now. :(

crocheting and playing farmville 3 on my phone... it's real grandma hours.

hey i'm back. hope it's okay to just throw some shit here. these are from around 2020 to now. i took some pretty big gaps in art... a lot happened in 2020 for me. someone very close to me passed away, i became homeless, etc etc. in a better situation now thankfully. tw: drug use, self-harm...

as an autistic person, i find myself either not being that expressive, or giving the wrong expression without realizing. for example, i can look shocked or upset when i'm actually happy. it's kind of weird lol.

my religious beliefs are... weird. i was raised christian (anglican/espiscopal) but my parents were never strict about reading the bible, prayer, going to church, etc. i used to go to church when i was very little, but after a certain age my parents thought it was best for me to form my own...

i think what bothers me the most is that kpop fans tend to have an extremely high amount of just. irritability? being unhinged? i don't know how to explain this, so bear with me, but i swear. kpop twitter is just filled to the brim with discourse, negativity, and outright bullying. people...

hmmm. i guess almost getting kidnapped when i was 14 and someone breaking into my previous apartment and just. leaving without taking anything. glad i'm out of there.

i'd like to go back to college, honestly. i really just need to get my shit together.

hey, ma -- bon iver

people that say shit like "i hate everyone equally!!" and think being a sarcastic, nihilistic asshole is a good personality trait to have. grow the fuck up. also, people that refuse to change their toxic traits or get defensive if you tell them that their behavior is hurtful. major red flag in...

"Be so good to everyone you love. It's not a given. I'm so annoyed that it’s not. I didn't live by that standard and it kills me. Please, hug your loved ones." -- scott hutchison

not pictured in this is the naruto sweatshirt i was wearing and shamelessly bought from hot topic