Yeah, I know.. This isn't the first time I've felt disheartened and it certainly won't be the last. It's just hitting me harder because it's coming off the back of some of the highest productivity I've ever had. Though I'm very lucky to have a supportive group of regulars in A&D who can help me with those bigger projects and are extremely understanding about my situation. But it's also a smaller source of my guilt because I want to do right by everyone ahhhh.. I'm nonetheless grateful though!
But you're right, I just need to take the time to compose myself, take a deep breath, and tackle these things one by one in a pace that agrees with both me and A&D. It's hard to break out of that cycle of worry but it'll pass like it always does. It's just a game of endurance!
Good! I'm so glad you're birthday has been nice. Good food, good family, there's honestly nothing better than that to celebrate an awesome day. Honestly the best news I've heard all day. :)