Man discussions about winning the lottery get me down so much XD There is a better chance of dying whilst buying the lottery ticket than actually winning it, and I come to loathe my current situation, thinking "IF only, if only..." :/
Besides, I'm happy with where I am in life. I don't earn a lot right now, but then again I don't have bills to pay either, and so all my money pretty much is mine. I do have to live, which means a chunk goes out on food, But I've never been in the position where I couldn't eat. And this apprenticeship will hand me a job on a silver platter should I pass the final exams.