The first person, whom quite a few of you have already guessed, is my pair of two years, Tara (also known to many as BinaryPeaches). I...honestly only thought of her as a friend/sister up until last year. Now my feelings are more romantic, though I figure it's unrequited. Though... I guess so long as she still loves me as a sister I really don't mind if I never have a relationship with her. And actually, there's someone else on here I can see her with, but I'd rather not say who because both he and Tara may disagree. Nonetheless, I feel this way toward her because she's one of the few people who can really make me feel better. Sure, we've argued every now and then (and I'm usually at fault for this), but all good friends do this, no? I...really want to see her happy, and I really hate myself whenever I hurt her. I guess I'm just one messed-up person, huh...
The second person is another one of my current pairs. Well, on an alt., that is. It's none other than Shawn/Miss Doronjo. He's one of the few people who I can safely talk with, and he's really fun to talk with, too. I can safely say he's one of the most random/crazy people ever, but most definitely in a good way. He probably makes a lot of users' days, and I'm certainly no exception! Right now, I don't know if I see him as a good friend, a brother, or as a potential romantic partner (I know I can't have 'em all), but I know I do see him as more than just another friend.
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Disclaimer: Tara, Shawn, if you happen to read this, I really hope nothing bad changes between any of us. I probably increased the chances by posting this, but I really wanted to speak my mind. I hope this doesn't cause any drama, either...
Oh, and I could be totally off about my feelings. I hope I'm not, but since previous "romantic" feelings towards people irl have taken a turn for worse on my end, who knows.