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EMOTION Round 3

[PokeCommunity.com] EMOTION Round 3

Melancholic, I suppose?

Summer is ending and fall is beginning, so as the weather cools down and the nights get darker I'm left thinking about a lot of memories I have from when I was younger and fantasies I had back then that I associate with this time of year. It's not necessarily something sad but makes me both miss what I used to have and sad that there are things I want to do and experience that I haven't been able to, and can't right now. There was a certain kind of atmosphere to being on loud city streets late at night in the cold and I don't have that anymore.
I'm also reading a romance manga and it's gotten to a really good part that's made me think about what it was like getting to know my boyfriend and what our (honestly short) flirty friendship phase was like. I sort of miss those days and how I felt back then, but I like how things are right now so I don't know if I could tell myself I wish I could go back. It's a lovely but sad feeling.
 
Crushed

I've just been kind of down lately, becoming an illustrator is getting harder and harder as ai advances, and it doesn't pay enough to make a living as well with how costs are nowadays, most well paying entomology jobs have to do with pesticides or lab work that mostly involves exploiting bugs In Some way.
Also moving to another country is very unlikely as you need to be really skilled at a certain job other countries need. that's also unlikely as most of the time they won't go through the hassle of hiring someone overseas when they can just get someone locally. I do not like my country and I don't wanna stay, I feel trapped, I feel like I don't have a choice in what I want to do for a living. I don t wanna be trapped, but I don't think I have a choice. But it's fine, I'm OK, I'm still young after all, I'll find something that works, hopefully, but I gotta stay positive, I can't let it get to me, being positive may not be a job, but it's one of the only things I'm confident in. Anyway it's getting late so I need to sleep now lol.

Edit: thart sleep helped a ton and I'm more better than ever! Thanks for the kind words as well! And this is no longer relevant as I decided I'm j7st gonna go with the flow and see what God has In Store for me :33
 
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Lavender said:
Crushed

I've just been kind of down lately, becoming an illustrator is getting harder and harder as ai advances, and it doesn't pay enough to make a living as well with how costs are nowadays, most well paying entomology jobs have to do with pesticides or lab work that mostly involves exploiting bugs In Some way.
Also moving to another country is very unlikely as you need to be really skilled at a certain job other countries need. that's also unlikely as most of the time they won't go through the hassle of hiring someone overseas when they can just get someone locally. I do not like my country and I don't wanna stay, I feel trapped, I feel like I don't have a choice in what I want to do for a living. I don t wanna be trapped, but I don't think I have a choice. But it's fine, I'm OK, I'm still young after all, I'll find something that works, hopefully, but I gotta stay positive, I can't let it get to me, being positive may not be a job, but it's one of the only things I'm confident in. Anyway it's getting late so I need to sleep now lol.
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Okay, yeah, this is getting a PM.
 
Lavender said:
Crushed

I've just been kind of down lately, becoming an illustrator is getting harder and harder as ai advances, and it doesn't pay enough to make a living as well with how costs are nowadays, most well paying entomology jobs have to do with pesticides or lab work that mostly involves exploiting bugs In Some way.
Also moving to another country is very unlikely as you need to be really skilled at a certain job other countries need. that's also unlikely as most of the time they won't go through the hassle of hiring someone overseas when they can just get someone locally. I do not like my country and I don't wanna stay, I feel trapped, I feel like I don't have a choice in what I want to do for a living. I don t wanna be trapped, but I don't think I have a choice. But it's fine, I'm OK, I'm still young after all, I'll find something that works, hopefully, but I gotta stay positive, I can't let it get to me, being positive may not be a job, but it's one of the only things I'm confident in. Anyway it's getting late so I need to sleep now lol.
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I am sorry to hear that, Lavender...
I certainly hope things will be done to help the illustrators. Best wishes for you to find a way to feel better and to do something you will enjoy. Your friends are with you.
*Hug*
 
Fact Checking Gardevoir said:
I am sorry to hear that, Lavender...
I certainly hope things will be done to help the illustrators. Best wishes for you to find a way to feel better and to do something you will enjoy. Your friends are with you.
*Hug*
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Alex_Among_Foxes said:
Okay, yeah, this is getting a PM.
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Shining!
[PokeCommunity.com] EMOTION Round 3


I feel much better now about before, thank you both for the kind messages, it means a lot!
 
Sad

Ballet dancer Michaela de Prince died. I thought she was special- I can still envision her doing 32 fouettes in Don Quixote. Losing her talent hurts. It's especially heartbreaking because this artist had such a hard life- her parents were killed during her country's civil war, she grew up in an orphanage where she was starved for food and love. She made so much of her life despite all this pain, but now was cruelly taken away at just 29. 😭
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Sad

Ballet dancer Michaela de Prince died. I thought she was special- I can still envision her doing 32 fouettes in Don Quixote. Losing her talent hurts. It's especially heartbreaking because this artist had such a hard life- her parents were killed during her country's civil war, she grew up in an orphanage where she was starved for food and love. She made so much of her life despite all this pain, but now was cruelly taken away at just 29. 😭
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This is the first I'm hearing about her and already I'm sad... I hope she had at least some joy in her painfully short life...
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Sad

Ballet dancer Michaela de Prince died. I thought she was special- I can still envision her doing 32 fouettes in Don Quixote. Losing her talent hurts. It's especially heartbreaking because this artist had such a hard life- her parents were killed during her country's civil war, she grew up in an orphanage where she was starved for food and love. She made so much of her life despite all this pain, but now was cruelly taken away at just 29. 😭
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Dang, at least she can rest in peace now, it's a shame that so many things like that happened to her... and I hope you can feel better soon as well🫂



as for me right now, went to sleep overly upbeat, and woke up overly upbeat XDDDD
 
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