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basically I'm not good at anything really
Also, fun fact: several months ago I happened to run into Sol (arguably the best Little Mac player in the world) online, and I basically spent about half an hour or so--on a live Twitch stream--pretty much being his living punching bag.
This is not a "never give up" post by the wya, as besides the fact that sentiment tends to make me want to vomit, I am very close to quitting the game myself for good and so it'd be hypocritical of me to tell anyone that.
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Losing to the man who is a Brawl veteran and the best Pikachu player in the world is not really something to be ashamed about, nor is losing a bunch when you haven't touched the game in over 8 months--just about everyone would perform considerably worse if they hadn't played a game at all in that long--and it's not a reason to think that you will forever suck. The realization that "I can beat my casual friends and a bunch of randoms online/at college/wherever" is not a good metric for determining your skill level after getting your ass handed to you is not an uncommon occurrence in the competitive gaming world. It's very much a long and rough road to getting good in competitive anything really, and it's ok if you don't think you can go down it or that it's not worth it to you to go down it, but it's probably not best to decide that over these particular experiences alone.Smash Brothers
There was a time where I could go online and steam roll through everybody. There was even an event hosted on twitch, where you would enter and see how many people you could beat in a row. I had the record at nearly 30+ people.
I would play with people from school and destroy them, and they started pushing me to start playing in actual tournaments. I was going to do it, but that night I found a real competitive player named ESAM online, and I couldn't even knock a stock off him. That killed my interest in the game.
For the first time in 8+ months, I played online today, and got beaten repeatedly. I pretty much suck now and remember why I quit.
Also, fun fact: several months ago I happened to run into Sol (arguably the best Little Mac player in the world) online, and I basically spent about half an hour or so--on a live Twitch stream--pretty much being his living punching bag.
This is not a "never give up" post by the wya, as besides the fact that sentiment tends to make me want to vomit, I am very close to quitting the game myself for good and so it'd be hypocritical of me to tell anyone that.
ramblerambleramble