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Hot drinks are overrated anyway.

I gave up with tea because I could never get the right blend of milk/sugar, and coffee keeps me awake and makes me positive.
 
uh.... how much is too much?

if 20 cups a day is too much then im gonna have a problem you see :x
 
Honest question, but why do you pride yourself so much in negativity?
 
There's no pride in anything, honestly. I just know my own worth - or lack thereof - and I don't see the point in kidding myself. I've always been a worthless doll to other people, and I find no particular value in myself either, because there is none. Things just as what they are. You can accept it, or you can lie to yourself and pretend things are otherwise and just cause yourself needless pain.

I don't see it as negativity, either. Being negative would imply that its false, or unnecessary. It's neither.

I suppose I should shut up and get out of the thread now. I wouldn't want to infect other people with "negativity" and give them another reason to hate me. But I hope that answers your question and clears up any misinterpretations of my attitude to things.
 
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I remember having a bunch of discussions with my irl best friend about our perception of life itself.

Basically, we discussed that, needless to say, we only have one life to live. Why waste that on only being negative all the time? It was more impressive coming from him considering his circumstances in life that are more than worth being negative about, but yet he still keeps his head above the clouds, because that's all he can do from day to day and hope things work out.

Perhaps it's delusional, but it's also inspirational from him and it shows his strength that no matter what unfortunate circumstance befalls him, he's able to put on a straight face and overcome whatever obstacles appears in his way.

This is why, in part, I've tried to dedicate myself in ridding my own negative thoughts as much as possible. It's an extremely uphill battle, but I don't want to look back and feel like I've wasted my time with negativity. I want to inspire people, to do good things for others, things like that. And I'm not going to achieve that if I just sit and sulk about myself or my life all the time.
 
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You know, Meyneth, I haven't been here all that long, so I obviously don't really know you. However, it seems obvious to me that the people here like you AS YOU ARE, so are you really going to say that's bullmuk?

I don't think people bag on your 'negative' thinking or whatever you want to call it because they are worried of falling into that same line of thinking, it seems more clear that they want to see you being happy instead. Maybe you don't want to, but these people want to try anyway, because they are obviously your friends, like it or not. :D

@TY: Damn, 20 cups? How the hell did you avoid living on the toilet for 2 days? XD
 
You'll get used to driving more. Dont let your first experience scare you. I procrastinated getting my license, and I dont regret for a second getting my license. It does wonders for letting me help the family a lot more. My dad works really hard and by me doing the grocery shopping and stuff, it allows him to cool off more.
 
So... how many people died? :O

Jk, that's good. When I was a teenager, my dad let me drive his car for just like 10 feet, I immediately almost crashed into a wall on someone's house. XD

I think I'll stick to go-carts...

I didn't do too bad all things considered
I quickly figured out how to stay at around the same speed and I have actually steered a car before (a 1913 Ford Model T) but I'm not great at braking although I can at least come to a full stop at a stop sign so that's good
 
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