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@Starlight If it's any consolation, we all love having you around here and you'll always have a place. You are deeply appreciated and respected. I can see that from many people who post here. Sometimes we are our own worst critics.
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That would require me to actually open discord though. I've literally only been opening it to make the QU announcements then closing it again. I've been in a very, very, bad place regarding social interaction and haven't replied to (or even opened) people's messages anywhere for far too long. I'm working on it, and I'm trying to ease myself back into society as best I can. I find the forum is the easiest place rn.Well, I can't speak for the PC Discord, but there is another one you're a part of that I know full well would love to see you around more often. :p
But I'm also sorry to hear you miss your friends...![]()
Also... you know as well as I do that I can't bring anything to that particular table!!!
And yes I really do. Imagine if all our forum games fam just upped and went somewhere else. I'd be heartbroken. Well that has kind of already happened with other people, and I just don't feel like I fit in where they are now sadly.
If everyone is family in PC QU, then I guess all the PC people who don't attend are the 'nobodies' who get left behind
I've been wanting to check it out at least once, but whenever I see the forum messages show that one is happening I'm already doing other stuff @_@
That's right, everyone knows how much disdain I have for average PC nobodies 😋
You should try it sometime! I think you'd really enjoy it based on what you post in the listening to thread in E&M. We'd love to welcome a nobody like you 😉 ❤️
Don't feel obligated to chat. Just enjoy the vibes and (hopefully) have some fun!It's all good. The actual problem is that I always have to make a decision: do I stick throughout the night on the offchance that something meme-y happens and risk getting very unpleasant (something that tends to happen when I'm really tired). Or do I retire early, miss out on something funny, but at least didn't do something stupid that ruined everybody's fun? ^^"
I'm sorry about that. I don't really have an explanation of why I behave that way. But I will try to be a little more involved and actually say something before randomly leaving. Truth is: I actually feel bad, myself, whenever I do that.
It's one of these mental blocks that I still haven't managed to get past. ^^"
Rest assured you're not the only one with that problem. I spent over a year looking at the announcements every week and then randomly making up an excuse as to why I'm not going to participate. I'm not even sure what changed recently.
Actually, it may have been due to the theme at the time (songs from your country) because it made me look up a bunch of songs I listened to as a kid. And then I just figured I might as well give it a try. xD
I know people that have been coming for a long time but rarely ever chat. I mean like only a few words occasionally, not even every session. We still understand each other and call each other friends!
After you get used to it, I'm sure you'll want to chat more anyway, but please don't worry about it, we just love having you there either way 😊