+ Vent Thread + V.???

[Auticorn]

I honestly thought this was dead lol.

I hate not having food in this damn house. I also hate not having money to buy food with. I hate that my brain has also shut down for the night and refuses to let me do any writing at all now. >:|

 

[Altaria]

My family is so damn conservative, racist, misogynistic, hateful, adfljgadflgjjldfgsag I just wanna scream I love them but I hate everything they say and do..

 

[Corrin]

I'm sick of being used by others. My kindness can only stretch so far.

 

[Auticorn]

I want to go get one of my medications now, but my dad says later. I bet you when later actually comes, he's STILL not going to want to go get it. ffffff.

 

[Esper]

Oh my god everything is terrible and on fire

I spent 3 hours sitting in a car in traffic in the most out of the way places. A truck carrying "contaminated dirt" crashed and blew up on a bridge and closed the bridge all day. That caused a lot of traffic to backup to the highway, the one I used to get home, which had a fire of its own which burned about eight houses because of an unknown gas leak fueling it. And then there was another fire on the road I take as an alternate way to get home when the highway is closed. The alternate route is right by a high school, too. And then to top it off the crosswalk I cross all the time when I walk downtown from my home was the site of a car accident that sent a pedestrian to the hospital with major injuries. And this is all on top of the other fires that have been going on like the one near the geothermal plant which supplies part of my electricity. The lights flickered just now. My internet speed is crazy slow. I just can't.

 

[Reunilu]

So I almost threw my toothbrush at my dad the stranger, but that's not really important. It's related to way I have to vent about, though.

Spoiler:

I'm so sick of these adults.

So sick of being told that I'm just a minor who doesn't deserve a right to have a say in anything even though the people who gave me the decision gave the decision to me alone. I'm so frustrated that I don't have the ability to speak up. I'm so frustrated and yet even when I do have the courage to speak up, I'm being threatened with being pulled by the roots of my hair screaming, even though the decision was mine alone. Ever other fiber of my being says that the decision I declined was for my own good, but I shouldn't have to go through this fear control in my life.

I'll never get this mentality of adults at all.

The scowl on his face is turned in another direction and all of a sudden it's because of a ten year old girl that his demeanor changes completely, his tone without the megalomania of but a few seconds ago.

 

[Somewhere_]

i broke another pair of earbuds

why do they always break on me this like my 4th pair since around summer

 

[Altairis]

I hear people commenting about how I need to study more and stop using all my time to nap :( do they not realize i have a chronic illness and... i literally can't NOT sleep???

 

[Mr. Meme]

Y'know who I hate? Those edgy jackasses on Youtube who set ahegao/hentai as their profile pic. Do they truly, honest to God think they're funny? Because if that's the case, then no. I ESPECIALLY get pissed off by the ones who name themselves something "ironic" and "self-aware", like "Ajax Bleach" or "Cancerous Weeb". Seriously, irony is funny, but like every other comedic effect, it's only funny when used right. The way you're using it is not.

Yep. Just look at me, ranting about ultimately trivial, meaningless things, while everyone else is going on about real life issues.

Sometimes, I truly do feel I'm too young for this place.

 

[Altaria]

Lots of swearing, obviously it'll be mostly censored, but regardless..just a warning

Spoiler:

Im gonna ****ing puke.

My sister's dusty ass miserable excuse of a boyfriend broke up with her after 9 months of cheating on her and emotionally abusing her (telling her to stay home from events to avoid other guys, keeping her up all night crying after calling her terrible names and then just ditching her, etc) because he "didn't wanna be in a relationship anymore"...like..*****..she overcame her (medically diagnosed) social anxiety and got put on meds JUST to get a job so that they could save up together for a house and has busted her ass for the last 4 months saving up for him.

I'm honestly ****ing livid I don't even know where to begin. He's already crossed so many lines but she stayed with him anyways and gave him chance after chance. I'm glad that she finally has a chance to move on, but just the way he has gone about their entire relationship pisses me the **** off.

 

[Somewhere_]

so I just got my first paycheck and 7% of my work is going away to taxes rip

And ill never be able to use the medicare (at least not for nearly 50 years or so) and social security most of its going towards

but hey, my parents will be able to use the social security, so thats good i guess

 

[Palamon]

I...wish I wasn't so freaked out when I get touched. It's just something I'll never be able to fully work on. I don't know why I'm like this. I never will. I wish I could hug someone or shake their hand, but I can't! I get scared and freak out.

 

[pastelspectre]

i'm tired of living here in this state and this house and i wish i could move but i don't have a job and getting a job is so difficult.. i wish my mom would stop lecturing me about getting a job. a job is hard to find especially when i have a mental illness on top of it..

 

[Controversial?]

laura why are you so elusive

 

[Somewhere_]

i broke the window yesterday. it literally fell inwards. my parents were pretty pissed even though I couldn't do anything about it.

thankfully it only took an hour to fix, but it was a pain and we ended up scratching up the wall around the window. my parents weren't happy about that, but its not my fault my dad did a terrible job fixing the wall when there was a leak a year ago. We had to cut out part of the wall, but he was the one who stucco'd the wall.

 

[MonEvolutions]

My mom won't get off my case about taking care of my dog. My dog is cute and all, but I'd honestly rather not have her than do. She's a pain who chews up everything and my mom blames me for her chewing up everything. First of all, parents always say "If you want a dog, you're going to have to take care of it." Well, here's the thing. I didn't even want a dog in the first place! I'm perfectly content with two cats, a turtle, and a chinchilla. Plus, I already take care of the dog completely in the morning at 6 am when I'm supposed to be getting ready for school. But my mom thinks that I need to take care of the dog even more and go on walks with her 24/7. I went on an hour and a half walk with her yesterday, and this morning my mom went on about how I never walk the dog. It frustrates the heck out of me.

 

[Lucario]

I guess I can vent my rage at my mum here. Spoiler'd as it's a long-ish story.

Spoiler:

So, my mum works selling gift wrap and stuff, and she said she wanted a display stand she could put the gift wrap onto so people could see the designs. She asked me to make one because I have access to a laser cutter and stuff, and I decided if I was going to make one, I was going to do it well. I started drawing the design up into inkscape like I do when I'm making things, and, after some frustration, I had a working and pretty solid design. I cut a prototype gift wrap stand out of scrap wood, and it looked OK, was pretty solid, and flat-packed really small, because for some reason my mum sells gift wrap at events and stuff (don't ask me) .
I gave her the prototype, and she was really happy with it, and she post a picture of it on whatever facebook group gift wrap sellers hang out on, and immediately started getting people replying to the post asking if I could make one for them too. What I think mum failed to notice was that it was a PROTOTYPE and need TONS more work for it to be sellable, so now I have people I don't even know who sell gift warp asking me to make them gift wrap display stand things EVEN THOUGH THE DESIGN ISN'T EVEN READY YET, AND WILL TAKE AGES TO FINISH!
This is mostly rage at my mum, for sending it, and not bothering to mention that I CAN'T TAKE ORDERS YET.

 

[Star-Lord]

tbh exhausted and frustrated at the fact that i got formally diagnosed as an alcoholic because alcohol dependency never goes away lmao. :)

 

[Boomerang Cutter]

Lowering high blood pressure is far easier said than done. I have no idea how it's supposed to be lowered and maintained.

 

[Enpatsu Shakugan]

Thanks, Ebay. You always give me coupons for 10% or such for purchases over $50 when I don't have anything to buy, yet never cough them up when I'm just aching to buy something in the hundreds of cost.

Either wait and lose out or waste money. And you can bet, after you do it, the next day, there's that stupid coupon you wanted. Now worthless.

...