Hikamaru

Hello Hikari. I still can't believe that you'll enter 4 year in PC soon :)

Yeah, I saw the episode. Some of the people have said in the comments of that video that he shouldn't have to enforce something as weird as that. I mentioned on a thread discussing the series that Latios is weak to all four of the Elite Four's types, not to mention he used a Dragonite (which has the same BST) very late in his Heart Gold Wedlocke, but at the same time admittedly it is a different kind of last resort thing. And I too was hoping he'd get an Electrike, that would have been cool. And maybe he'll get another Gloom on Route 120, and recreate Salad from the Emerald Nuzlocke.

And not sure if you saw yet, but I started something new - NOT a Wedlocke, but a normal Nuzlocke - on my Black version. The catch is that Pokémon on my team cannot have the same or opposite natures as any other. I didn't come up with the idea myself, another Marriland user did. Thought it'd give me something to play alongside Platinum, haha.

Yeah, same here. >< I usually end up going to sleep, but I wake up about three or four times at most during the night. Sometimes, I won't even WANT to go back to sleep, so I stay up until it's too late to sleep or whatever. I don't like sleeping during the day because it's hard to sleep with so much light for me. x_x

Well, I was also trying to work on my story. I'm still throwing out different plots for it, but I haven't put anything done that I like yet. My most recent one is that Takuma (he's Takeru's character) is at a coffee shop that my character works at. Well, I was thinking she could be really clumsy and accidentally like... spill water on him. At first, I thought he could be angry with her... but seeing that she's sincerely sorry and about to cry over it... he decides to be nice to her and tell her it's okay.

I wanted to write about his character having depersonalization disorder but... I think that would be a huge challenge. D: I've just never written about it, and I still don't really know much about it other than seeing the list of symptoms, which makes me feel so bad for him to have to deal with it. >< I guess it's worth a try, and maybe I can find someone to help me write about it more to make it seem legit.

Yeah, I saw you post about that in the illnesses thread. D: That must really suck. >< I actually had both my tonsils and adenoids taken out at five. I was a lot like him... always getting sick. He'll feel a hell of a lot better knowing he doesn't have to worry about getting sick a lot. I haven't gotten horribly sick in years. I'm just wondering if they took his out when they had to because of his heart though. :/

Anyway, another thing I don't like mentioning about me is that I get these hives on my body. They are itchy like chicken pox and ugh. It's awful. I haven't gotten them in a while, but at first my doctor said it was due to stress-related issues though. Now, I'm not so sure anymore. I got them around the time PelleK was my hero like.. once. So, it confused me because I wasn't stressed at all that time. I've been tested for every allergen for it and everything came back negative. It's just something that can't be figured out.

I actually don't have a job because there's too many issues I have with holding one down. So, I'm on disability income instead. It really sucks, but I guess there are just some things I may never be able to overcome. *shrug*

That's how I was with my ADHD. I tried so many medications over the years since the second grade when I was diagnosed. Now, I'm finally on something that's worked really well for many years now. The only problem with it is that I'm on the highest dosage. It disrupts my sleep and causes severe insomnia for me. I've tried taking sleeping pills of all kinds, and nothing will help me get to sleep at all. So, I've kind of given up on finding something to work. I can't lower the ADHD medication because I tried that. It only made things worse for me, so I had to go back up to my original dose again. :/ I think part of my sleep issues could also be autism related too since I heard that most autistic people have problems with sleeping. ><

Also, sorry for the delay. Firefox was being a huge lag muffin on me. Plus, I got distracted by Takeru for a while as well... >////>

Oh yeah... I can actually be a really impressive reader too. I can see things from faraway that even my parents can't see. Also, I do get the whole social anxiety thing. I think it's gotten worse for me because I can't seem to socialize like I want to. I'm always afraid I'll annoy the person, they won't talk back to me and ignore me or... I'll come off as being really awkward and weird. I'm not really the kind of person to let it bother me either, which is weird that I always feel like that all of the time. I just want to stop worrying so much and try to overcome all of those stupid anxiety.

Like, I'll start worrying about silly things. Sometimes, I'll worry about what someone has said to me even though I know it will be okay though. Yesterday or the day before... well let me explain it first. Takeru just had his tonsils taken out not too long ago, I think. About a month ago, he was diagnosed with chronic tonsillitis and apparently had a sore throat, a 104 degree fever and asmtha like symptoms. It went on since last year. Poor thing... going through so much shit. >< Anyway, he ended up having his tonsils taken out. He's taking a hiatus from SuG to recover from all of this as we speak. So, they have a temp vocalist to take his place for concerts and stuff.

Anyway, back to what I was saying. My friend told me it was dangerous for him to have his tonsils taken out at his age (he's 27, but he'll be 28 on May 11th, so he's a year older than me). I tried to tell her that he had no choice because he was really sick and what not. It worried me because his voice is so amazing, and he means so much to me. I felt like if I lost him as a hero... I don't know what I'd do, you know? So it made me panic almost to the point of tears.

However, Takeru said on twitter, in english, that he was getting better day by day. So, I don't think I should worry so much and yet I still do because he's important to me. That's just an example of how bad my anxiety can get. D: I mean, this guy has gone through hell and back... yet if you look at him, you can't even see that he's suffering inside. That's what makes him so amazing.

But yeah. >< I haven't really worried as much as I used to though since I started obsessing over Takeru lately. It's a huge step for me since the incident with PelleK that really didn't happen not that long ago either. So, it's just crazy that I can connect to Takeru so much.

hehe... well, most of the time though my fangirlness tones down after a while. It just depends on how much adore the person I'm into. Takeru is kind of more than that. He's like a big brother to me (long story lol). He's also my hero because he has depersonalization disorder, arrhythmia and panic attacks... yet he always remains so strong and confident no matter what. Plus, he's hot and sexy as fuck. <3

But I mean look how happy he is:

ahahaha lol... I was getting to that. XDDD There's just so much I want to do, so my mind is kind of scrambled at the moment. Like, there this movie I want to watch that my hero was in when he was like... 22.

Anyway, of course. ^w^ I couldn't be any better right now. How are things? :O

Thank you! :)

Colors can be a challenge sometimes, so I'm just happy this one works out.

Maybe just write how you're feeling or even something unique like Matt's Daily Bloggity. :)

Wow! That's very impressive. :D I think I had 20 people following me and it was just friends, haha.

I know! I was testing it out, and it works surprisingly well.

Very cool. I tried using tumblr for awhile, but got bored of it. I used it as a tennis blog.

That sounds like fun though!

Always see you around, so thought I'd get to know you some more! What are you up to?

So how are you doing, Hika? :)

Thanks! :)

you are very welcome :]

Ah k! Thanks for everything! :D