DA,
More than anything I want there to be a day where we can be completely honest with one another. Lay all the cards on the table and just say "okay". Until that day comes I'm always going to feel like for me at least, that I'm holding back. I think the day will come, and I want it to be for the right reasons. There's a cloud of unsurity above our heads and I want it to be cleared organically. I hope you know that I will wait for the day we can both sit across from one another, talk, and walk away happily regardless of what was said. Things don't have to change, people can mean the same to one another if they feel differently, if they act differently, ultimately it doesn't matter what's said or done so long as the bond remains. Which I can promise you won't easily be broken.
G
DA
Sleep is good, I like it. Especially when it works well in a routine. Let's do that more often.
G
DA
You know, it's weird. We were so close for so long. We spent pretty much every day with one another, we were our go-to person no matter what. It's weird to think now I'm losing you, almost completely. A far away land, I'm not sure if I'm happy or regretful that we didn't rekindle before you go. I guess soon it will be goodbye, and we'll know then. I'll be sure to settle as much as I can between us before you go. We owe one another one last laugh, I think.
G