EMOTION Round 3

Incredibly tired and utterly dejected right now.

I managed to get very ill... again... just before something important to me and it completely wrecked everything.

I missed out on something I'd looked forward to and planned for nearly a year and wasted a fair amount of money as well. I'm honestly just sick to death of my failing body letting me down constantly atm.

I've lost nearly a stone in under a week and I'm barely able to function. I don't know what's happening and I'm scared of needing to go to hospital again.

I feel like I can't catch a break either physically or mentally rn, and I never seem able to get back on my feet before the next blow comes. I am doing everything I can, getting all the treatments, trying the therapies, yet it feels like a losing battle, the tide is just too strong. I'm so tired.
 
Starlight said:
Incredibly tired and utterly dejected right now.

I managed to get very ill... again... just before something important to me and it completely wrecked everything.

I missed out on something I'd looked forward to and planned for nearly a year and wasted a fair amount of money as well. I'm honestly just sick to death of my failing body letting me down constantly atm.

I've lost nearly a stone in under a week and I'm barely able to function. I don't know what's happening and I'm scared of needing to go to hospital again.

I feel like I can't catch a break either physically or mentally rn, and I never seem able to get back on my feet before the next blow comes. I am doing everything I can, getting all the treatments, trying the therapies, yet it feels like a losing battle, the tide is just too strong. I'm so tired.
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There are no words to properly convey how much you going through all this destroys me... You're such a wonderful person, and hearing all the horrible things you've already been through only to now have this happen on top of it breaks my heart... Saying 'Gee, I sure hope ya get well soon! :p' just feels wrong after so much has gone so terribly for you... I do wish for it, though. You don't deserve any of this. Especially when there are people in this world capable of so much evil, yet live perfectly healthy lives... Please get better Star, there aren't nearly enough wonderful people like you on this planet as it is...
 
Starlight said:
Incredibly tired and utterly dejected right now.

I managed to get very ill... again... just before something important to me and it completely wrecked everything.

I missed out on something I'd looked forward to and planned for nearly a year and wasted a fair amount of money as well. I'm honestly just sick to death of my failing body letting me down constantly atm.

I've lost nearly a stone in under a week and I'm barely able to function. I don't know what's happening and I'm scared of needing to go to hospital again.

I feel like I can't catch a break either physically or mentally rn, and I never seem able to get back on my feet before the next blow comes. I am doing everything I can, getting all the treatments, trying the therapies, yet it feels like a losing battle, the tide is just too strong. I'm so tired.
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I am sorry to hear what you are going through, Starlight... I offer you my best wishes for you to get better and to feel better soon, and hoping that you will be able to do what you wanted as soon as possible. Rest well Starlight, we are with you all the way.
 
Starlight said:
Incredibly tired and utterly dejected right now.

I managed to get very ill... again... just before something important to me and it completely wrecked everything.

I missed out on something I'd looked forward to and planned for nearly a year and wasted a fair amount of money as well. I'm honestly just sick to death of my failing body letting me down constantly atm.

I've lost nearly a stone in under a week and I'm barely able to function. I don't know what's happening and I'm scared of needing to go to hospital again.

I feel like I can't catch a break either physically or mentally rn, and I never seem able to get back on my feet before the next blow comes. I am doing everything I can, getting all the treatments, trying the therapies, yet it feels like a losing battle, the tide is just too strong. I'm so tired.
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I am so sorry to hear that star... I'll be praying for it to get better for you, you deserve wayyy more than this and I hope you get the good luck you deserve very soon.
 
Janp said:
Tired and a little bit nervous. I sent my dissertation thesis (after writing it for the last months) to my supervisor for the pre-evalutaion before my phd exams.
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Rooting for you to pass that. It's nice to see people make something of themselves in an era where doing so can be mentally exhausting.
 
Janp said:
Tired and a little bit nervous. I sent my dissertation thesis (after writing it for the last months) to my supervisor for the pre-evalutaion before my phd exams.
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Best of luck for your thesis to go great! And I wish you a good rest, Janp!
 
Trauma

I awakened from a dream that was going badly, and when I experience an anxiety dream those feelings of distress that came to the surface just stay there for the rest of the day, like some storm cloud hovering nearby, adding to a generalized sense of tension.
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Trauma

I awakened from a dream that was going badly, and when I experience an anxiety dream those feelings of distress that came to the surface just stay there for the rest of the day, like some storm cloud hovering nearby, adding to a generalized sense of tension.
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I am sorry to hear that, VisionofMilotic. Best wishes for you to feel better as soon as possible.
*Hug*
 
VisionofMilotic said:
I awakened from a dream that was going badly, and when I experience an anxiety dream those feelings of distress that came to the surface just stay there for the rest of the day, like some storm cloud hovering nearby, adding to a generalized sense of tension.
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Ain't that a familiar experience? One more reminder to not let up, because while you cannot kill trauma, trauma can certainly kill you.
The struggle is often one that lasts a lifetime, and it's up to us who suffer from it to seek the inner peace in the raging storm.

Wish you the best of luck with confronting it.
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Trauma

I awakened from a dream that was going badly, and when I experience an anxiety dream those feelings of distress that came to the surface just stay there for the rest of the day, like some storm cloud hovering nearby, adding to a generalized sense of tension.
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Very sorry you had to experience that, it sounds horrible.. and i hope you can feel better soon!

as for me rn, idk^^"
 
Calm.

Had a more stress-filled week juggling studies, finding a new apartment to cut living expenses & working on game dev-related stuff.
 
Tired. Need more sleep. Painkillers had caffeine in them and I took them too late yesterday.
 
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