EMOTION Round 3

VisionofMilotic said:
Wistful

Doctor said my dad's cancer appears to be in complete remission, which is good, but the exact same day I got news that a friend of the family died. She was one of those sunny personalities that could light up a room and had an amazing singing voice, but I am told that her heart gave out. I don't as much feel like celebrating as before. She had a lot of hardships in life, and I'm sad that things just never got better for her.
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I am so sorry for you and your family's loss... Seems like there's never any truly good news that doesn't come with a nasty catch these days...
 
VisionofMilotic said:
Wistful

Doctor said my dad's cancer appears to be in complete remission, which is good, but the exact same day I got news that a friend of the family died. She was one of those sunny personalities that could light up a room and had an amazing singing voice, but I am told that her heart gave out. I don't as much feel like celebrating as before. She had a lot of hardships in life, and I'm sad that things just never got better for her.
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Oh my goodness, I'm so, so sorry. You have my deepest condolences :love:

It's sounds like she was a really lovely person, and you have some incredibly wonderful memories of her. Hold on to those, they are what makes life so beautiful, and she will always live on even though her body couldn't keep going.

I'm really sorry you're going through so much right now. You are an incredibly strong person, but I do hope you don't have to be strong quite so often going forward. Life has been cruel to you lately, and that breaks my heart because you deserve all the happiness in the world.

I know celebrating is the furthest thing from your mind right now, but that is truly wonderful news about your father. It's really good to hear that <3
 
Tired of just everything and everyone. There are days I just don't want to go to day-hab and just sleep. I force myself to get up and go anyway.
I'm sort of happy it's the weekend. I'm actually just hoping to sleep a lot. I don't really know.
I have some words for my manager IF she is going to give me her time, I have a lot to say. Not that it'll help because she is the most ABSENT manager this house ever had.
 
a strong sense of disdain

long story short i've snapped out of thinking I was in the wrong because of my siblings constantly treating me like dirt, i thought i was at fault for simply being myself, but now i can see they are just very close minded and disrespectful. regardless ignoring them seems to make them more rude towards me, i can't lie and say it doesn't hurt, but at the same time, being someone else to please them hurts more. if they don't like me and continue to hate me for being myself, that's their problem. but this just feels like sweet sweet justice and i'm enjoying this new feeling.
 
Venonat in Space said:
Tired of just everything and everyone. There are days I just don't want to go to day-hab and just sleep. I force myself to get up and go anyway.
I'm sort of happy it's the weekend. I'm actually just hoping to sleep a lot. I don't really know.
I have some words for my manager IF she is going to give me her time, I have a lot to say. Not that it'll help because she is the most ABSENT manager this house ever had.
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Sorry to hear this, Venonat... I wish you a good rest, and I hope your manager is going to listen to you.

𒈟Lavemu𒐫 said:
a strong sense of disdain

long story short i've snapped out of thinking I was in the wrong because of my siblings constantly treating me like dirt, i thought i was at fault for simply being myself, but now i can see they are just very close minded and disrespectful. regardless ignoring them seems to make them more rude towards me, i can't lie and say it doesn't hurt, but at the same time, being someone else to please them hurts more. if they don't like me and continue to hate me for being myself, that's their problem. but this just feels like sweet sweet justice and i'm enjoying this new feeling.
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I am sorry to hear that, Lavemu... You are a very nice person, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Here is hoping they will stop treating you like this when they understand you won't let them get at you.
*Hug*
 
𒈟Lavemu𒐫 said:
if they don't like me and continue to hate me for being myself, that's their problem. but this just feels like sweet sweet justice and i'm enjoying this new feeling.
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That, is beautiful to hear Lavy. Let the first feeling of freedom from what others want for you to be flow freely and keep getting stronger. ^^
 
RadEmpoleon said:
I don't know how to articulate it, but I just don't feel happy or confident in myself. Everything just seems so uncertain.
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I am sorry to hear this, RadEmpoleon. Best wishes for you to feel better soon.

Zeostar said:
not really happy

I stepped on glass last night and cut my foot >.>
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Ow... sorry to hear that. I remember stepping on a wooden stick sticking up out of sand on a beach, not pleasant either! Best wishes for you to get better soon, Zeostar!
 
𒈟Lavemu𒐫 said:
pretty scared rn, i'm just hiding in my room and everyones arguing, i don't know why and i can't help but feel like it's my fault.
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Hopefully it's your parents telling your bros to stop being so disrespectful to you... Either way, you've done nothing wrong, so it doesn't matter. 🫂
 
𒈟Lavemu𒐫 said:
pretty scared rn, i'm just hiding in my room and everyones arguing, i don't know why and i can't help but feel like it's my fault.
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Sorry to hear this, Lavemu...
I am pretty certain it is not your fault, and that you have done nothing wrong! Never let anyone tell you that you are not a nice person. Because you are a nice person! And one of the friendliest of PC forums!
*Hugs*
 
Cyddeon said:
Feeling awkward and disappointed in myself.

Caused a completely avoidable accident yesterday with my clumsiness, actually, I myself don't know how all my body parts are still in place, because I manage to break things, and hurt myself, where otherwise it shouldn't even be possible
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I'm sorry all that happened to you Cyddeon... But at least you're still all in one piece, and can hopefully recover soon. ^^
And hey, accidents happen all the time. Try not to be too hard on yourself, yeah?
 
Empty, I finally graduated high school today, and although the ceremony went well; it's really hit me how a huge chapter of my life has now closed for good. I'll never enter the school building again (they gave us our real diplomas, so we don't even have to go back to pick it up), I'll likely not see the majority of the people I graduated with again, and in general the support structure of K-12 is now gone for me. I'll be entering college in the fall, so I'm not done with education yet, but it's still hard knowing that a huge portion of my life for the past 4 years has finally wrapped up and won't be a thing for me moving forward.
 
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