Idk, and this is a true story by the way. January of this year I went under surgery for appendix removal, we'll actually it was ruptured for months and it finally to took a CT scan to detect the problem. It was so bad that my father demanded they take me in to get every possible test until they find the issue because it was obvious I was unhealthy, I looked like a dead man walking. I lost 50 pounds because I couldn't eat, I weighed in at 120 at the hospital. I was constantly hunched over cause of the pain in my lower back, kidneys, and where my appendix was, it literally felt like a knife was stabbing me over and over yet very deeply in my appendix area, felt like getting stabbed by hot needles in my back, and my testicles felt like they were in a clamp that wouldn't let off pressure. I had to wait 3 days in a hospital bed injecting morphine every 30 minutes and bag after bag of antibiotics before the inflammation went down enough to go under surgery. I was on liquid foods for 3 days straight after surgery just to have it thrown up 5 minutes later, and I couldn't eat whole foods until I could hold liquids down. It was definitely a scary experience through the whole 4 months it was ruptured, but to mention I was throwing boxes for a distribution 12 hours a day 3 days straight with a ruptured appendix. I'm lucky to be alive today, you usually die within a week if you don't get it removed, mine was ruptured for 4 months!
With that being said, I don't know tbh. I have evidence for myself and family and friends that supported me during those times but I don't have evidence a higher power may exist for everybody I was always agnostic but this experience definitely convinces me something is there, as I said I should be dead but I'm still here. Atheists can deny I'm telling the truth all they want, but I know what happened and the experience I felt going through it. So I could honestly care what anyone thinks.