As a child, probably. I'm not ever going to say I'm the most mature person, but I feel like people look down on me as if I were significantly younger than them, as if my opinions/thoughts/questions are invalid or dumb. I'm kind of silly and emotionally driven, but I think people end up seeing or choosing to see those aspects of me over other traits. Like all the work I put into things I love, the fact that I actually can hold a decent intelligent conversation on many topics, that I've grown up a lot since I joined as a socially inept ten-year-old.
I just don't think people notice any good things about me. Or honestly, notice me at all? Maybe PC as a whole doesn't remember I exist most of the time? Hardly anyone cares about PokéAni, after all, and that's where I shine. You'd have to be a member of the clubs I'm in to see how much I devote to them. Hardly anyone reads my blogs- I've compared, yes, views and comments and various factors. Because I care about the content of my blogs, and they're often related to things I care about on PC or things I want people to experience with me. But nobody even looks.
So either PC sees me as a silly child or doesn't see me at all. I'm not so happy about that. This is a community and this is my home; it's kind of sad to think that despite what I put into it, I'm not being received well or at all.