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    What's something you wish you could do or want to do but haven't built up the courage (or energy) to actually do?

    Edit: Mana-senpai liked my p-post!! :senpai:
     
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    For a while I've been pondering asking a really amazing dancer to partner/train with me but just as I finally worked up the balls I ended up getting sick again so there goes that short-lived confidence lmao.

    I've been planning on both picking up piano/keyboard again and getting back to writing more stories/poetry also. I've not had the energy to do either though and want to get on top of my RPs and Daily articles first anyway.
     
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    Draw. I have potential, but I just can't find it in me to keep going. I lost interest in doing it since I got more into writing. ><
     
    to quote vance joy's riptide

    "I was scared of pretty girls and starting conversations"

    except it's not just only pretty girls but mostly everyone
     
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    I do want to start sitting down and looking through PC's archives so I can start writing up the history of the forum and all the previous sections and staff. But I have no idea where to even start with that aside from the general summary of things. It's such a massive project, and it's going to take a lot of energy to go through everything. And, to go along with it, I have to wait for Audy to have enough energy to let me know what direction we're going for when it comes to a site to hold all this history.

    I really wish I could get the mental energy to write up meta essays about my favorite book series/movie and post them online. I have a lot to say about them, and I'm sure that there's someone out there interested in them, but thinking about sitting down and writing those essays just makes me tired.

    Some day, I hope to start posting things.
     
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    To eventually bring up the courage to make a theme for someone here on PC.
    Just to make them feel good about what I do.

    But the nerves man... they hold me back a lot. ;___;
     
    1 - Actually put a couple of ideas I have for a fantasy novel into paper and figure out if I can make something out of it.
    2 - Learn enough to write music myself, and not just be able to play other bands' songs on a guitar.
    3 - Get enough guts to ask my crush out. :why:
     
    Getting back to hooping. I tried today and my flow is just terrible, haha. I should also learn more tricks tbh. There's so much more I could do with that thing.
     
    I wish I would start to properly merge the loose chapters of the novel i'm writing.

    I also wish i had the spirit to travel more. I hate flying but i absolutely love traveling. Seeing new places. Those are memories worth remembering.
     
    I always wanted to try and host an event, but I feel like I can never get an idea to materialize.

    what type of event would you like to try and host? something for a Pokemon section or?
     
    Take driving lessons, I thought for the longest time it was because of actually driving I was scared but ive realised its the phoning to book the lessons that scares me the most lol
     
    There's a girl I really like, but I think she might be out of my league. I've known her for a few years but haven't really talked with her much until recently. I want to ask her out for a date, but God am I terrified haha.
     
    I also would like to play an instrument. I used to play the oboe back in school, but I've always been intrigued by the piano, harmonica or guitar. I've been told be a lot of people I have piano hands (which is basically a nice way of saying really big hands with long fingers) but whenever I've tried playing, my ~piano hands~ ironically feel too awkward. I always enjoyed playing and watching tutorials on youtube though. I stopped because I never had anyone to properly teach me.

    I live near a music school though, and my brother has an old keyboard he doesn't play anymore. I may look into taking that and signing up for lessons :)
     
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