Marriage is a beautiful thing. I believe in fairy tails and finding the right one, and still do! Of course (:
Married life was a rocky journey for me, better described as a roller coaster with extreme highs and lows. Admittedly I was of the naive ones who married into red flags, so I suppose I should've known better haha.
To better understand, not long ago I came across a quote that stated: "Common values matter way more than common interests." I couldn't agree more, really. We shared so much in common. So much so that I foolishly glossed over the fact that our values were drastically different.
I don't want to wait any longer and wait for a miracle that will never happen. This is the beginning of the end for us, and honestly I'm not sure what's going to happen. But whatever comes my way, I've long accepted I deserve for having made the foolish decisions I've made up to this point.
Despite this rather saddening experience, it doesn't change my hopes that perhaps, even if it stays just a fantasy barely beyond my grasp, I'll find that one person. And if not, that's quite alright. (:
