Your Deepest Fears

Going back to that amusement park here in our country and riding Anchors Aweigh. Scared the shit out of me.
 
I think one of my biggest fears is death and to a lesser extent, growing old, but I've tried to block out intrusive thoughts regarding the two as I can't really prevent them from happening.

Other than that, being caught outside in a thunderstorm, heights and the dark!
 
Mine is my health. I'm afraid that, like my dad, I'll end up with diabetes. This would be hard for me to manage due to my profound fear of needles. :( I've been trying so hard to lose weight, but it's not easy. Another one I have is getting old. I'm still a kid, even though I'm in my twenties. I have no idea what's going to happen to me in terms of living if my parents pass on either. So, I guess I'm also terrified of my future as well. It sucks when you have special needs. ><
 
I'm scared of the future (but in a kind of good way), drowning, & nobody coming to my funeral. the last one's not so bad because I won't be around to see it happen if it does, so. that's kinda comforting.
 
Abandonment and spiders are two of the biggest fears for me. I have sorta dealt with abandonment throughout my life and it's really affected me quite a bit. Spiders are just fucking scary.
 
I'm someone who's full of fear, and while the ones I really have issues with right now are heights, scary bullies and also worried I'll get abandoned, there is another pretty scary one...

...and yeah, same reasons as CrazyBunnyCoaster said, the future. I'm someone who's got autism and special needs, and I'm worried I can't survive on my own due to the fact I'm finding it extremely hard to keep my general health up. I would exercise and do walks, but my brother has been so abusive and stressing me lately that I don't have the time to do it, plus I find so many health foods bland and tasteless in general, particularly vegetables. I also have a family history of diabetes so I also have fear that I'll get it, and trust me diabetic life if you have a fear of needles turns into a complete nightmare.

I'm also worried my anti-social and mental health issues will make it harder for me to live as well, because you all know what bad things are hitting my family right now.
 
Right now my mind is my biggest fear... More accurately would be to say that overcoming that fear, is what I'm truly scared of.

Well, once I'm on the road I'm hoping it will be fine, but getting on the road... That's what is scaring me.

And clowns. Those bastards can go to hell.
 
man I am fucking terrified of becoming domesticated. A stable marriage, a few kids, a quiet suburban home next to the target, please god anything but that. my life requires too much drama and excitement for me to give into the semantics of routine.
 
Loneliness and my future, because I don't think I'll survive on my own, because neither my high school nor my colleges have a home economics class, so I don't know how to take care of a house nor do I know how to cook.
 
The idea of not knowing what life holds for me. I don't know where my life is going, and it scares me to no end.
 
The thought of loosing a body part freaks me the fuck out.
 
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