EMOTION 2.0

[Arcaneum]

betrayed

Spoiler:

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Just so others are aware - this is referencing something outside of PC.

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I am feeling nervous!

 

[Retek]

Pressurized. Three subjects test tomorrow, spanning 4 chapters. Now I don't know what I am gonna do in one day with the tuitions going on and mom being like, "I don't know how you're gonna do it, do it."

(Don't snap don't snap, don't snap, don't snap...)

 

[Roni]

Smelly. I need a shower asap lol

 

[ReKoil]

Lethargic

Just generally tired and it takes forever to get myself to do anything at all lol
Probably my body catching up/recovering from the past workweek lol

Pressurized. Three subjects test tomorrow, spanning 4 chapters. Now I don't know what I am gonna do in one day with the tuitions going on and mom being like, "I don't know how you're gonna do it, do it."

(Don't snap don't snap, don't snap, don't snap...)

Good luck tomorrow o7

 

[Zeostar]

It's a little frustrating opening an interesting article on my phone and being redirected off the page by a dozen advertisements.

So I thought "I'll find a link for support and voice my complaint".

And clicking support throws me into another ad.

._.

 

[Fairy]

brain is fast and fuzzy

 

[Retek]

Lethargic

Just generally tired and it takes forever to get myself to do anything at all lol
Probably my body catching up/recovering from the past workweek lol



Good luck tomorrow o7

Feel better ReKoil! hugs!!

Right now: Really very sad and embarrased in myself for not being able to forget that person.

I just...liked her so much.

 

[Retek]

Desperately in need of hugs...

 

[Hyzenthlay]

I was so happy yesterday. Really happy, warm and in-love, laughing a lot. Today I feel in a very dark, crippling place and I'm crying my heart out on the inside while trying to keep my composure. :( Feel like I'm about to break. It's one of those moods where you feel like throwing in the towel and giving up - but I'd just regret that, since who knows what it'll be tomorrow. I might even be happy again lol, knowing these mood swings. Crazy how the smallest, seemingly harmless things can do this to you sometimes. What hurts is that my partner is the only one who can make the pain go away, but I can't tell him that, it'd be way too heavy a burden. I reckon I'll reach out to him tonight anyways because this turmoil is just too much right now. 😢

Desperately in need of hugs...

 

[ReKoil]

Sleepy

Desperately in need of hugs...

I was so happy yesterday. Really happy, warm and in-love, laughing a lot. Today I feel in a very dark, crippling place and I'm crying my heart out on the inside while trying to keep my composure. :( Feel like I'm about to break. It's one of those moods where you feel like throwing in the towel and giving up - but I'd just regret that, since who knows what it'll be tomorrow. I might even be happy again lol, knowing these mood swings. Crazy how the smallest, seemingly harmless things can do this to you sometimes. What hurts is that my partner is the only one who can make the pain go away, but I can't tell him that, it'd be way too heavy a burden. I reckon I'll reach out to him tonight anyways because this turmoil is just too much right now. 😢

Hang in there =3

 

[Fairy]

hugs for everyone!


also sleepy tho

 

[Hyzenthlay]

Back to myself again! Thanks for that, crazy mood swings! 😅

 

[Retek]

Back to myself again! Thanks for that, crazy mood swings! 😅

YAY BEASTIE >:)
HUGS!

 

[VisionofMilotic]

Drained/sluggish

 

[Orcaline]

i feel like how the sky looks at around 5:37am

 

[Fairy]

serotonin syndrome. basically chemical whiplash from feeling good to feeling like death. shouldn't last long.

 

[Retek]

serotonin syndrome. basically chemical whiplash from feeling good to feeling like death. shouldn't last long.

Is that what it's called? Because I have been there.

Still, HUGS!!

 

[Tsutarja]

relieved

 

[Fairy]

Is that what it's called? Because I have been there.

Still, HUGS!!

Umm.. how do I put this..

Spoiler:

Serotonin syndrome occurs as a result of introducing medication or substances that produce raised level of serotonin in your body. For example, SSRI's (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors) like anti-depressants. Since serotonin is a neurotransmitter, its purpose is to send signals to your brain in order to initiate chemical moderation to produce more. An excess of serotonin can have a "feel good" effect. Thus, these medications regulate serotonin levels for someone who experiences abnormally decreased levels, like people diagnosed with depression.

What I did was take a substance that drastically increases my body and brain's ability to produce high levels of serotonin artificially while also altering how my brain's receptors can receive that chemical.

The result is rather complex to explain.. but in simple terms serotonin effects the nervous system. What I am currently experiencing is a consequence of having too much serotonin in my body (the actual serotonin syndrome) and the aftermath of my brain no longer being able to produce serotonin in normal levels naturally due to the over abundance of the chemical that I introduced. Basically, I'm experiencing rapidly fluctuating highs and lows in my mood.

I hope that explains things a little! Serotonin syndrome is waaaay more intricate than how I described it but your hugs and support are appreciated! (´,,•ω•,,)♡

And now I feel pretty fine and regulated again too!

Edit: Good god no one needs to read this essay lol. Putting it in a spoiler! Also I can't spell lol

 

[Retek]

Umm.. how do I put this..

Spoiler:

Serotonin syndrome occurs as a result of introducing medication or substances that produce raised level of serotonin in your body. For example, SSRI's (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors) like anti-depressants. Since serotonin is a neurotransmitter, its purpose is to send signals to your brain in order to initiate chemical moderation to produce more. An excess of serotonin can have a "feel good" effect. Thus, these medications regulate serotonin levels for someone who experiences abnormally decreased levels, like people diagnosed with depression.

What I did was take a substance that drastically increases my body and brain's ability to produce high levels of serotonin artificially while also altering how my brain's receptors can receive that chemical.

The result is rather complex to explain.. but in simple terms serotonin effects the nervous system. What I am currently experiencing is a consequence of having too much serotonin in my body (the actual serotonin syndrome) and the aftermath of my brain no longer being able to produce serotonin in normal levels naturally due to the over abundance of the chemical that I introduced. Basically, I'm experiencing rapidly fluctuating highs and lows in my mood.

I hope that explains things a little! Serotonin syndrome is waaaay more intricate than how I described it but your hugs and support are appreciated! (´,,•ω•,,)♡

And now I feel pretty fine and regulated again too!

Edit: Good god no one needs to read this essay lol. Putting it in a spoiler! Also I can't spell lol

Oh that makes sense! That hasn't happened to me, but there was a time when I was feeling the same level of low as you! Feel better soon!