I would say, My Autism or maybe that I'm an always changing person! sometimes i sing when no-one around, sometimes i make bracelets in the middle of science class! sometimes, i randomly squawk back to my birds when they talk, (i started a conversation that lasted almost 2 hours!) sometimes im brave enough to sing a homemade song in front of my entire school (got rejected, last place in the talent show :(. JK, 3rd place haha.) and other times, i'm afraid of my own room! for 8 years i hated pizza, now its my favorite food! some nights i cry because i feel lonely, and some nights i have dreams of the future! I trust almost anyone i meet and try to be as friendly as possible. it sometimes backfires and they break me, they find out everything about me and destroy my life! and other times i feel like iv'e found true love with a girl thats like 7 years older than me! there is no calm in my life after what has happened. it started with a satanist girl. Mckenzie, (if you know a Mckenzie, then its probably not her!) she lied and cheated and stole and ripped my life out from the inside - out. she turned my mom into a drug addict and sent me to 2 mental hospitals. now i live with my dad, he gets drunk half the time and i have to take care of myself 24/7, i'm usually alone, and i have a deep fear of being alone ever since i was four, i was left alone, in the dark, in an old house that was and is rumored to be haunted. all night long. My mom took away my freedom for 2 years! i was not allowed to go outside at all! except for school. i didn't have my Video games until after all this had happened. i had no hope, and to be truthful, i still don't, for the future. i wanted to be a police officer. i cant now. don't tell anyone, but i'm crying on my keyboard right now. this is the truth for those who want to know about me. before i went on this site, i had been having dreams about a girl named Cinder, telling us to evacuate from a war zone, while angels with golden wings were protecting my family, they were not my family. they chose to stay. the angels took me, Cinder, and 2 little girls into a cave. as we watched my family get eaten by the flames. that is why i chose the name Cinderizer. Cinder-Terrorizer because of the dreams that terrorize me at night. anyway, this probably sounds pretty dark, coming from a kid who's usually so happy and upbeat, but my friends need to know the truth. the truth will set you free. so, my defining feature? the ability to change, and adapt to this corrupt world. Thankyou friends! I'm so glad i found this site.
Sincerely - Cinderizer