OMG congrats! Amd thanks for saying that, though it's next to impossible for me to be on my own side with what I have done to others and myself. I just can't seem to do that.
As to what I am upto, life has been hell with no time, random surprise tests for which I get no time to prep for, parents scolding me for scoring low on tests, low self esteem, self hate, and so on lol! Wish I could get closure but that didn't work out, though I feel slightly less troubled due to that, so that's good? Sad because I hurt a good friend because I was in pain and have been apologizing to them with no avail LOL!
As to what I am upto, life has been hell with no time, random surprise tests for which I get no time to prep for, parents scolding me for scoring low on tests, low self esteem, self hate, and so on lol! Wish I could get closure but that didn't work out, though I feel slightly less troubled due to that, so that's good? Sad because I hurt a good friend because I was in pain and have been apologizing to them with no avail LOL!