Nakuzami
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- The Forgotten Crossroads
- Seen Feb 16, 2025
Dear Anonymous
This is bullshit.
You just irk me sometimes. Well, all of you guys do. What am I pissed off for now? Well to you it may just seem like it was a stupid vote for a stupid Drama Club officer position, but that's because you don't give a shit about it. You don't like it. You've expressed that many times. You've stated that you only wanted to run for the position of President so that you could try to mold it into something closer to your liking. So now you just come in and take the position for senior year? Fuck you.
If it weren't for me reminding you to come to every. single. meeting., you would never be there. That goes for a lot of our friends, actually. I'm the one who pays attention to what's going on in it. I'm the one that keeps up with the current officers to make sure I know what's happening and when the next meeting will be. I'm the one that's been to every. single. meeting. since I joined.
But of course, this is high school, so everything comes down to a bullshit popularity contest.
I'm quiet, so people assume I have nothing to contribute. I haven't been given a chance in many roles, so people assume I'm a bad actor. I don't have many friends. All of the people I would consider a friend would rather vote for you anyways, simply because they like you more. Not because you can contribute anything. Not because you're dedicated to the club. Not because you care about it one bit.
It pisses me off.
The fact that I've had a crush on you for what feels like forever now only makes me more irritated.
Despite that, when a tie-breaker came up between you and him (kicking me out of the running right then and there), I voted for you because I felt obligated from our friendship. He got most of his votes from the freshmen that he interacts with. At least he's been an active part of the club and had experience as this year's Vice President. At least he doesn't take this shit for granted. I regret voting for you in that moment. If I hadn't, another tie wouldn't have occurred and you wouldn't be co-Presidents.
You don't deserve it.
You just irk me sometimes. Well, all of you guys do. What am I pissed off for now? Well to you it may just seem like it was a stupid vote for a stupid Drama Club officer position, but that's because you don't give a shit about it. You don't like it. You've expressed that many times. You've stated that you only wanted to run for the position of President so that you could try to mold it into something closer to your liking. So now you just come in and take the position for senior year? Fuck you.
If it weren't for me reminding you to come to every. single. meeting., you would never be there. That goes for a lot of our friends, actually. I'm the one who pays attention to what's going on in it. I'm the one that keeps up with the current officers to make sure I know what's happening and when the next meeting will be. I'm the one that's been to every. single. meeting. since I joined.
But of course, this is high school, so everything comes down to a bullshit popularity contest.
I'm quiet, so people assume I have nothing to contribute. I haven't been given a chance in many roles, so people assume I'm a bad actor. I don't have many friends. All of the people I would consider a friend would rather vote for you anyways, simply because they like you more. Not because you can contribute anything. Not because you're dedicated to the club. Not because you care about it one bit.
It pisses me off.
The fact that I've had a crush on you for what feels like forever now only makes me more irritated.
Despite that, when a tie-breaker came up between you and him (kicking me out of the running right then and there), I voted for you because I felt obligated from our friendship. He got most of his votes from the freshmen that he interacts with. At least he's been an active part of the club and had experience as this year's Vice President. At least he doesn't take this shit for granted. I regret voting for you in that moment. If I hadn't, another tie wouldn't have occurred and you wouldn't be co-Presidents.
You don't deserve it.