EMOTION 2.0

[Orion☆]

Contemplative.

Much to think about these days, so I'm trying to sort it out.

 

[VisionofMilotic]

Shock

 

[Corrin]

Kind of blah

 

[Arcaneum]

Lonely

My word: scared.

Spoiler:

I've had a messaged typed out to someone for about 6 days now but can't bring myself to hit Enter.

 

[Roni]

Catching my breath

 

[Starlight]

Lonely

Disappointment

Petty, sadly

idk regret? just accepting the consequences of my actions. and tired.

Big squishes for all you lovelies 😊

My word: scared.

Spoiler:

I've had a messaged typed out to someone for about 6 days now but can't bring myself to hit Enter.

I hope you figure out what you wanna do without too much worry, but in the meantime have a hug while you decide 🤗


Rn: really tired

 

[_confused_piplup_]

relieved

but i should be anxious lol

 

[Retek]

For the past few weeks: Nothing.

No happiness, no sadness, no feeling of being overjoyed, no feeling of being depressed.

Feels like I just...don't exist? Or feel empty? Like even if I am feeling down for one second, I tell myself, what are you even feeling sad about, and back to neutral mode. IDK if it's a good thing or a bad thing lol, just feels like all the emotions in me are gone!

Heck, I don't even know what to feel about this post! I guess it is a blessing in disguise, I have stopped complaining and crying about random shit, soo! ^^;

 

[Fairy]

For the past few weeks: Nothing.

No happiness, no sadness, no feeling of being overjoyed, no feeling of being depressed.

Feels like I just...don't exist? Or feel empty? Like even if I am feeling down for one second, I tell myself, what are you even feeling sad about, and back to neutral mode. IDK if it's a good thing or a bad thing lol, just feels like all the emotions in me are gone!

Heck, I don't even know what to feel about this post! I guess it is a blessing in disguise, I have stopped complaining and crying about random shit, soo! ^^;

That's kinda like what happens when I depersonalize. Like, I'm still me, but everything that consists of me (my emotions, my personality, my sense of self) feels like it's standing two feet behind me. And I can kinda mentally touch it and know what I would/should be feeling.. but the emotion never reaches my brain as more than just information. It's difficult to describe but yeah, that empty feeling of being just a vessel for your organs when your consciousness is just... somewhere else. And being aware of those two states of being simultaneously. It's very strange!

Right now, I am exhausted and rather lonely. :(

 

[Retek]

That's kinda like what happens when I depersonalize. Like, I'm still me, but everything that consists of me (my emotions, my personality, my sense of self) feels like it's standing two feet behind me. And I can kinda mentally touch it and know what I would/should be feeling.. but the emotion never reaches my brain as more than just information. It's difficult to describe but yeah, that empty feeling of being just a vessel for your organs when your consciousness is just... somewhere else. And being aware of those two states of being simultaneously. It's very strange!

Right now, I am exhausted and rather lonely. :(

Yes, that is exactly me for, IDK the past couple of weeks!

Also sending hugs friend, hope you get a good rest! hugs!

 

[faf]

Exhausted.

 

[Roni]

Pensive

 

[Starlight]

For the past few weeks: Nothing.

No happiness, no sadness, no feeling of being overjoyed, no feeling of being depressed.

Feels like I just...don't exist? Or feel empty? Like even if I am feeling down for one second, I tell myself, what are you even feeling sad about, and back to neutral mode. IDK if it's a good thing or a bad thing lol, just feels like all the emotions in me are gone!

Heck, I don't even know what to feel about this post! I guess it is a blessing in disguise, I have stopped complaining and crying about random shit, soo! ^^;

That's kinda like what happens when I depersonalize. Like, I'm still me, but everything that consists of me (my emotions, my personality, my sense of self) feels like it's standing two feet behind me. And I can kinda mentally touch it and know what I would/should be feeling.. but the emotion never reaches my brain as more than just information. It's difficult to describe but yeah, that empty feeling of being just a vessel for your organs when your consciousness is just... somewhere else. And being aware of those two states of being simultaneously. It's very strange!

Right now, I am exhausted and rather lonely. :(

Exhausted.

Pensive

Huge hugs for the awesome foursome <3

Rn: captive

 

[Eleanor]

Uh... "not really there with my head". Is there a shorter way to say it? Not sure.

But also kind of "relieved" after doing some more mod work~

 

[Starlight]

Afraid

 

[Retek]

Afraid

hugs

Hope you feel better soon amiga! :D

 

[Eleanor]

Afraid

*hugs* feel better ♥♥♥

I'm also... worried. For now. We'll see in a bit :O

 

[Fairy]

a rather large jumble of good and worried, truthfully,

 

[Orion☆]

Miffed.

I wanted to play Pump It Up at home before "neighbors will knock on your door and complain about the noise" hours, but a sudden stomachache made that impossible. I'll be watching the first episode of Kenobi instead, which is good, but still. ;_;

 

[Eleanor]

Embarrassed.

Did a double oopsie, probably nothing too bad but definitely uncalled for~