tokyodrift
[i]got me looking for attention[/i]
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So uhhh... hey.
It's been about.. what? Four, five months? Maybe even longer since I was really emotionally absent before I properly stepped down.
I was going through a lot pre-covid and since the whole world started falling apart I similarly had a breakdown to match that I'm still dealing with the fallout of to this day (including but not limited to two deaths and a case of covid in my immediate family and two others being hospitalized amidst what decidedly has to be the worst mental health state I've ever been in that put me in OPT)... but I just miss everyone so, so much. I miss feeling like a part of a community and I miss playing games and chatting and drawing with fellow PC members. I miss my friends and I want to see what new shiny Pokemon you've all caught! And all your ACNH islands! And all the new cards you've gotten and art you've created! I just.. miss everything about PC and my heart hurts that I've allowed -- for the third time in my PC career -- my declining health to interfere with my ability to remain a member of this forum.
I'm sorry to everyone I ghosted, or who were relying on me for something before I vanished, or to anyone who I let down. :(
I can't promise I'll be as active as I ever was because I simply don't know the future. But.. I want to at least try.
Thanks for listening to my TED talk.
I MISSED YOU JO! <3
I'm so sorry for you loss, I'm here if you want to talk. Keep your head up!